TASHAI dash into the house, sliding past the crammed bodies blocking my way. My eyes search around frantically for Nate, catching him in time just as he disappears into one of the rooms by the top left of the corridor after the stairs. I hurry towards the staircase and bolt up the stairs two at a time, my heart beating hard in my chest with each frenzy step I take. Getting to the end of the steps, I rush to the door and twist the handle. The handle does not budge. I groan and after taking a deep breath, I knock on the door."Go away!" Nate's voice is loud as he shouts back. "It is me Tasha. Open the door."Upon hearing no immediate response, I try to consider leaving, but I instantly trash the thought. I need to talk with Nate.Just as I lift up my fist to knock again, the door is pulled back, revealing Nate. His messy hair curls are scattered all over his head, some falling to his face, shading his burning blue eyes a bit. His cheeks look pale, but his plump lips are moist with a fa
TASHAThick silence hovers between us as I try to wrap my head around this tension between us. Around what is happening. Around what just happened between us. He is right. I should probably leave. That seems like the logical thing to do right now.I manage a nod, and then I flee past him out of the room, darting down the stairs as quickly as possible to get to the nearest restroom I can find in this big loud house. The music is jamming in my ears. My heart is squeezing so painfully, and I really do not know why the hell tears are streaming down my cheeks. My common sense returns by the time I reach the restroom after bolting past the kitchen, barging inside and shutting the door behind me, my back leaning against it. Thankfully, the restroom is empty. Nate stopped me from making a huge mistake. With the way my body responded to him back there, I knew I wouldn't care if he ripped off my clothes and fucked me right there and then in that room. But he didn't. He pushed me away, despite th
TASHA"You might want to keep a leash around your new boyfriend Diane." I hiss out and slide past her, wishing that I did not have to see their damn faces at all tonight. I was enjoying this party until I saw their mouths eating up each other, and then that dare from Victor just blew up the rest of my peace of mind in flames. Coming to this party was a mistake.I want to go home. To have a warm long shower and just snuggle up peacefully on my bed like nothing happened tonight. My head is thumping. My heart feels like it is being ripped apart right now. I need to get out of this place.Reaching outside near the crowded pool area, I look around for Marco and Jennie. I groan when I do not see them among the people in the pool or on the lounge chairs or just loitering around.Where are they right now that I need them to help me get out of here!?Just then, my stomach rumbles in hunger. My mind flashes back instantly to the unfinished pack of cookies in the car."Fuck." I hiss under my brea
TASHAThe drive back home is odd and quiet. I feel miserable, but Jennie's soothing hand rubbing down my arm and the cookie she is stuffing into my mouth calms me a bit. Sometimes, Nate steals quick glances at me from the rear mirror, and each time, he is caught by me staring right back at him. I do not know what to feel about what happened between us tonight, about that kiss during that dare and back in that room, but I know I will be lying to myself if I pretend that I do not want it to happen again.We finally arrive at my house. After leaving the rest of the cookies to Jennie and wishing them all a sound goodnight, I step out of the car and start to drag my tired feet towards the house. I check my phone. 9:30pm. Wonderful. Just thirty minutes right before my curfew."Tasha wait." Nate's voice stops me, his hand holding me back. Electricity bolt through my skin. I didn't even notice when he left the car.I hiss in a silent breath through my teeth and take a moment before I turn aro
TASHA"Goodbye mum." I bang the door of the car shut and blow her an air kiss."Goodbye darling." She says, blowing me back an air kiss of her own before pulling out of the school's parking lot, driving away.I am left standing alone and staring at the tall school building in front of me. I had a shitty weekend, and now I am here in school. On a Monday. God I hate Mondays. The school clock just stops ticking faster. Classes become longer and tedious.And assignments. Tons of assignments from Miss Paxton, the Geography teacher. Her long intellectual class is first two periods today.I groan and take in a breath. Today should be different please.I adjust my mid-thigh black jean skirt and black crop top before I start walking over to the school building. A group of three scantily dressed girls with heavy makeup scoff directly to my face as they parade past me.What the hell? And why do they even look like they are trying to apply for stripper positions in a club?I huff out their audaci
TASHAI breeze past the offices, racing towards the only quiet dark place I have in my mind to seek solitary comfort. It may not be one of the fanciest places, but it will give me the silent solace I need right now.Reaching the door of the storeroom, I push it open and barge inside, meeting a stark darkness that matches my anguish inside. I bang the door shut behind me and latch the door bolt into place.My hand brings out my phone from my bag and turns on the torchlight. I search the wall behind me for the light bulb switch of the room. After finding it, I turn on the switch. The white bulb light illuminates the small room instantly, but it does not eliminate the dark sorrow flowing within every single vein and bone of my body. I turn off my phone's torchlight, my legs wobbling. I sink to the floor, bowing my face in-between my hunched up legs, my tears streaking down my cheeks.I have been such a fool. A big massive stupid fool. I loved him with everything I had. I cared for her wi
TASHAMy statement drops like a silent bomb, spreading its stillness between us. Nate's face falls into a flat pale expression at my words. He wanted me to talk about how I truly feel. Well, that is how I truly feel. Bitter. Pained. Filled with so much anger.I want to pay them back in their own coin.Just when I start to think that Nate and I will continue to keep staring at each other here in silence, Nate stands up from the floor and comes to my side, sitting down beside me, our shoulders merely an inch apart.He rests the back of his head on the wall behind us and takes in a deep breath. "Tasha, I will be really lying to you if I try to console you by telling you that I can understand what you are going through right now. Jason is an asshole, and Diane, what she did to you is totally unimaginable. If Marco did that to me. . . ." He shakes his head. "In fact, I don't want to even think about that possiblity."He exhales gently, turning to look at me. "But Tasha, getting back at Jas
TASHAI am kissing Nate again, and I don't want to stop. His tongue tickles along mine, fanning the heated flames he ignited in me. My body always reacts to him like this, and I can't always seem to get enough or let go.My hands roam across his chest, sliding up to the back of his head, my fingers tangling into his hair and tugging at the curls. He rasps out a low moan, his tongue slipping back into my mouth once more, our kiss turning into a hazy combination of gasps and syncing tongues. One second, his hands are cupping my face, the next, they are gripping my ass, picking me up from the floor in a split second. I marvel at his strength, my short jean skirt shifting up as I lock my legs around his waist. My arms loop around his neck, holding onto him like my life depends on this wild, crazy kiss that is happening between us, my mouth and body praying that it never ends.His strong arms spin us around, and I feel the wall press into my back. His lips pull away from mine, breaking our