TASHAI breathe in a couple more times before finally landing a few knocks on the door of Diane's family mansion. I could not bring myself to succumb to the urge to not check up on her since she did not come to school.I just couldn't.I hear faint voices coming from inside the house and decide to wait a bit for Mrs Margaret the housekeeper or one of the maids to come open the door.Footsteps echo towards the door, and finally, the door is pulled back open. I am met with the sparkling gray eyes of Mrs Margaret Stevenson and her ever charming smile. She is the housekeeper of the Brandon family. Always cheerful, organized, with an eager spring always in her steps.What I love the most about Mrs Margaret is her selflessness. To be honest, she is Diane's second mother. The mother that is always available and has actually been there for Diane always, and sometimes, for me too."Hi darling," she nearly squeals, and I fall into her arms in a tight embrace."Hi Mrs Margaret." I inhale the swee
TASHADamn it.I feel like hugging her pain away, but I know she still has more to say. And I let her.She wipes her cheeks. "Everything I did to match up with you never worked. My grades. My body. Nothing worked. I became so bitter and so resentful. I hated myself. And you." She sniffs. "But then, one day, Jason glanced my way. The way he looked at me made me feel…...important. Seen. Desired. Like I could finally have something of yours to myself."I watch her as she sighs out deeply, more tears forming in her eyes. "Jason and I started hanging out behind your back. It was all fun and games, until it wasn't anymore. I felt…..I felt like he loved me. Maybe not as much as I thought he loved you, but I thought he at least felt something for me. And I felt that was enough. For me."A tear drops onto her cheek. She does not bother wiping it away. "After that day you caught us, I felt….powerful. When Jason announced to the whole school that he was breaking up with you, I fucking felt victo
TASHAFinally it is Friday evening, and I could not be more prepared. I am already dressed up and standing in front of my mirror, checking out my outfit and minimal makeup.My excitement of getting to meet Nate's sister and mum is coupled with a little bit of anxiety and restlessness. Since the day Nate invited me to the family dinner this week, I have been dying so hard to attend.But now, I feel a little bit tensed. Maybe it is because I am just meeting them for the first time.Relax Tasha, it is just going to be like an easy jolly walk in the park.Done applying my perfume and some finishing touches to my facial makeup, I grab my purse and strap the golden chain sling on my shoulder. Just as I turn off my bedroom lights, my phone pings with a message from Nate.Nate: I am outside.Me: On my way.I click send.After exiting my room, I shut the door.___________I reach outside the house, meeting Nate standing in front of the terrace with a bunch of flowers and a box of chocolates in
TASHAIt is nice to finally meet you.My muscles relax, instant relief coursing through me. Those seven sweet words might be the best words I have heard today.Cathy pushes the glass of wine into Nate's reluctant palm and grabs my hand. "Follow me. My mum is dying to meet you."Nate scoffs as he follows us behind. "Sounds more like you are the one who has been dying for ages to meet her."Cathy snaps back a glare at her brother before turning to me with a scowl. "Your boyfriend can be a serious pain in the ass.""I heard that." Nate retorts. I nip down the insides of my mouth to prevent myself from laughing.We finally reach the dinner table, and I am suddenly struck hard by the charming beauty of the woman coming out of the kitchen with a silver tray containing a medium sized chocolate fudge cake.Cathy looks a lot like her in every way. The resemblance is striking, but also confirms the truth that Nate does not take much after this woman. His mum. The giant family portrait picture
NATEFuck.Tension bubbles inside me like hot lava, rushing through my veins and spreading all over my entire body at the ferocious scrutinizing eyes of my father on Tasha.I can't believe he is back. Tonight of all fucking nights.I slip my fingers into Tasha's hand under the table, trying to calm myself with the distraction of the softness and warmth of her fingers entwined with mine. She tightens her grip on my hand. I can feel her unease, but her face wears a calm expression that contradicts the storm swirling in her eyes as she continues staring at my father.I sense her uneasiness relaxing a bit second by second."Good evening sir." She manages to flash a small, composed smile at my father, her smooth voice breaking the choking silence in the air.My father does not respond. Damn him. He simply walks over to his spot at the head of the table and sits like the king he is, his scornful eyes never leaving Tasha all the while.My belly churns hard at the intensity. My blood begins t
TASHAWhen we burst out into the wheezy air outside the house, I feel the oxygen rushing back into my lungs as I suck in deeply. Desperately.I can finally breathe.That tension is over. I never expected to survive all that just happened back in there, but I did.We did.And now, we are out here, with no fucking plan or thought of what to do next. Maybe we can start from somewhere. Nate is not looking alright at all. In fact, he looks pissed. Extremely pissed. His grip on my hand is tightening by the second as we begin walking towards his motorcycle, his angry gaze locked on the black flash ride I have come to love so much.But I am not going to let him drive us. Not tonight.I halt in my tracks, stopping us both altogether.He shifts his eyes to me. "Tash—""There is a kids' park just a hundred metres away from here. Let us take a walk down there.""But you—""I want to be alone with you right now. Do not worry. I can take a cab home."The urge to be with him right now burns deeper
TASHAI instantly perceive the distrust and self doubt he has about himself through his soft, stuttering voice. And my chest squeezes tightly. Painfully.What!? How can he even ask me that!? No fucking way! He is the most beautiful soul I have ever known. A tough candy with that soft mushy cream right at the center. He is the strongest person I know. He is fucking smart. Kind. A lover. A fierce fighter who couldn't be beaten down. A very, irresistible, beautiful soul.A blessing. My blessing. My pure blessing in human form.I release my hand holding his wrist and cup his face instead, using both my hands. I stare deep into his eyes, burning with the need to capture and absorb every single emotion flowing through them. Through him."Since the moment you came into my life, Nate, I have known what a true blessing really is. And I am not just saying this to make you feel better. I am saying this because it is the truth. I realized so much I could do for myself to be better and not descend
TASHAGoosebumps spring up along my skin. My body instantly feels like it is being lit on fire. His macho half naked, sexy body nestled between my thighs, dripping with the rugged temptation and muscular gorgeousness he has trained it to be, is really not helping me at all.A warm, aching sensation tingles deep in between my gapped thighs. Squeezing. As I stare into those blue orbs, I realize…. I. Am. Fucked. Once. More. The hunger deep in my belly is almost gone, replaced with a growing burning urge for him.Why is resisting him so damn hard!? Every single time. But I try my best this time. In a flash of a second, I reach and dip my hand into the cutlery basket and grab a fork, dig the metal into one of the food boxes and shove the meatball into his mouth.He groans, mouthful. "This is not fair.""Well bad boy, you are not being fair to me either." I push his food box to him."You, or you mean your pussy?""Nate!""Yes?" He drawls, voice muffled, mischievousness dancing across his be