Marilyn POV. Today is my appointment for the check up. Mom said if my wounds are healed enough then these bandages will be removed from my hands and I will be finally free. But to be honest I am scared a little as I know my hands would look awful with those cuts and marks ....."Marry ! Are you ready honey ? We are getting late!"Mom called me from downstairs and I closed my eyes, Taking some deep breaths to ease my nerves and then I went downstairs where my mom was patiently waiting for me , ready to leave for the hospital... "Are you feeling ok Marry? ""Y-yeah ... just a little bit nervous""Hey , come here sweetie. "She called me in her warm voice and spread her arms for me , I wasted no time and buried myself in her arms, feeling better and safer in my mom's gentle hold.... "It is ok to feel nervous Marry but do not be scared yeah.... you are not alone, I am coming with you""But mom..... What if- What if my arms look horrible with those ugly marks then all the people would m
Marilyn POV.I was in the bathroom when I heard some footsteps outside, in the room.... "Mom , is that you?"I asked but no one answered making me worried a little...."Mom?"I said again and this time as an answer, someone bang on my bathroom door loudly... What is this? This cannot be mom then who is it? Xavier maybe...."X-Xavier? Is that you? "I asked in my trembling voice, suddenly the memories of that day came into my mind when that bunny mask man broke into my room..... Again silent, what should I do now? What if someone broke into my house again!! I always leave the balcony open for Xavier but I guess someone else came from there....I need to know who this person is but I am scared!! They are not even answering..... What if Andrew- no n-no , that Is impossible..... He is still behind the bars , he can't be here ...... right?The panic rushed in me and my body started to shiver.... I was clinching on my clothes while taking some deep breaths, gulping again and again and tryi
Marilyn POV."uggh!!!! Why is he not picking up my calls?!"I grumbled loudly and dropped my body on my bed , feeling defeated and lonely.... Again I tried to call him but no use he is not picking up my calls at all. It has been three days and still I have not talked to Xavier . I tried, I really did but that muscle pig would ignore my every attempt of communication..... I just can't reach him anymore.He completely shut me up after that night..... After the night with Taylor, he never came here . At first I thought he was just sulking and would come eventually but no..... He never came to cuddle again. I have been dying to sleep in his arms, ..... can't he understand this is hurting me ? He is not the only one who has sleeping problems. Just like he can't sleep without me , I can't sleep without him either. Didn't he make a deal? Then why is he ignoring me right now? It was just one night I refused to cuddle and look how bad he is punishing me like this..... He is not even talkin
Marilyn POV.I was getting ready for the party when someone knocked on my door . I think it is Taylor....And yup! it is her and she is looking so pretty...."Wow! You look beautiful and hot in this red dress Ty""Thanks Marry. You are looking amazing too""No I am not .... look at my face , I am struggling to put this eyeliner for fifteen minutes now. "I whined and showed her my unfinished eyes , I always have trouble putting eyeliner. it's just too hard for me... "Come here , I will do that for you""Thank you Ty, you are so kind""Shut your dramatic ass and come here fast. We do not want to be late right? You know Xavier will be angry if-""Yeah yeah... I know. He hates latecomers but Taylor, It is a party not some business meeting that we have to be on time""I know but what can we do? That big silly will be mad if we get late "I felt somewhat suffocating in my chest when I heard her . It is like she was talking about someone close and that close person is my crush.... God! why
Marilyn POV.They are kissing.... 'Xavier, why would you lie to me if this is your true face. You said I was special, you fucking said you do not want to kiss anyone else other than me and now ... (scoff) you are nothing but a fucking play boy!'My heart was growing cold and my mind was screaming at me to even have feelings for someone like Xavier. It is all my fault, "Marry ?""Hmm?""What happened? You good?"Taylor softly asked as her hands were tenderly wrapped around me , offering me comfort but I do not want it right now. No I do not want comfort because I need to feel this pain . I need to sink this in my head and heart that Xavier is not the right one for me. I should not like him and yet I am unable to surpass these feelings ......I looked away from the hurtful view and Chung the shot which was ordered by Taylor a few moments ago... The strong liquid burning my throat and tightening my chest but this pain is nothing compared to what I am feeling in my heart. He is hurting,
Marilyn POV.Xavier was dragging me out of the place while I was just stumbling on my feet , trying to catch his speed. I looked back at William and found him looking so confused and lost but soon he again started to dance crazily. The boy was already so drunk and totally gone by now..... I hope Rayle will take care of him.... But for now I do not have any time to worry about others as I know this big muscle pig is very angry at me. Ugh!! I hate this, I just wanna sleep , I always feel sleepy when I got too much drunk. . ."Boy , leaveeee my hawnd . Go away.... shwo shwo...."I slurred out my words as I could not speak properly, the alcohol was doing its job and I was fighting with my own self to stay sane..... "Stop it Xavier! Leave me alone! "I shouted at him and jerked my hand away from his grip , he did not say anything but his eyes were speaking clearly..... he was so angry , if the eyes could burn then I would have turned into ashes...."Xavi- (aha) that hurts you big muscle p
Marilyn POV."Uggh! My head. Wait, when did I come here?"I woke up with a terrible headache, my head was literally blasting with god knows how many fireworks in it and it felt like my mind was gonna blow up any moment.... I was sitting in my house, in the living room couch and I really do not know how the hell did I ended up here. Because the last thing I can remember before passed out is Xavier and his lips on mine. After that I do not know what happened, I can't remember anything.... "MOM?"I shouted to call my mom and instantly regretted it as the pain shot up in my head. Fucking hell this is hurting so much, I should not have drank too much...."So finally Marilyn is awake huh?"I saw Mom coming from the kitchen looking extremely pissed and a little bit concerned ..... "Mumma , my head . It is hurting, please make me some lemon coffee" I said with the cutest voice possible while batting my eyes , trying to look innocent... in response she just giggled at my dramatic ass and s
Marilyn POV ."WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!"I shouted my lungs out as I saw the phone screen of my friend. There was a picture posted by Xavier and in that he was holding me closer by my waist , his other hand was gripping on my neck and his lips were on mine , kissing me and looking straight at the camera with the scariest glare of his green intimate eyes, while the caption under the picture says '#MINE'. "What the fuck ?! When did he post something like this?! How the hell did he even click this shit?!" I asked in disbelief and pure anger. How can he post something like this with out my consent? How can he even take a pic like this without my permission? I was drunk last night and he clearly took advantage of this. This is a pic of our intimate moment and he just posted in the social media to see God knows how many people..... Now I understand why everyone was staring at me when I entered the university. And why my phone is filled with messages.... They must have already saw this pic