Diana RodriguesThis is my only option, I repeat to myself. After Zyan brought me home, I sat on the couch, waiting for an idea to pop into my mind, but nothing came. So I took out my mobile phone and made the call.I met Renata when I started working as a maid at the hotel. Our schedules often coincided, and we worked together, trying to finish everything quickly so she could leave early. On one of these occasions, Renata told me that she worked in a club, not just any club, but a stripper club.Renata is a pretty girl who did not have the opportunity to finish her studies because she got pregnant too early and now takes care of her son alone. She accepted the job at the strip club because the job at the hotel did not earn her enough money. Working at the club, she would earn three times as much and she could still be with her little boy all day. According to her, the beginning was difficult, but then she got used to it and it was like a normal job. Renata is young, slim, tall and be
Diana Rodrigues"Don't you watch where you're going?" The man's voice sounded familiar, even before I looked to see his face, the security guard approached me and pulled me away."I'm sorry, sir. It won't happen again."The bouncer held my arm and dragged me to where he told me to go, while the mystery man who got out of the car went to the main entrance of the club. I tried to look and see his face, but he had his back to me and the darkness of the place wouldn't let me see him. We arrived at a large black door, he opened it and told me to come in, the security guard's expression was one of few friends. As soon as I entered, Renata was waiting for me in the large hallway."Diana, what happened?" she asked as soon as I took the hood off my blouse."When I passed between two cars that were in the car park, the door opened and a tall man came down, and we ended up bumping into each other, and he didn't like it very much. But the security guard got me out. The funny thing is, his voice,
Aslan MurabakI'm a long time without sex and this is making my head create imaginations. Lemi knocks on the door once again, I take off my clothes quickly and put on a dressing gown, buying time for my member to calm down so I can open the door and not answer my rock-hard brother."What a delay to open."- he complains."I was just heading for the shower, I had two online meetings. What about you? Where have you been?" I lie to him."I was with the woman of my life.""Woman of your life? What do you mean?""I met my future wife, she's beautiful, kind and hot." - he sits in the chair."Is she Brazilian? You know what our parents think of foreign women, don't you?" - another crazy thing from my brother."I'm not the Sheik, the one who has to marry a woman from our country is you, because you can't grate blood." - he laughs and debauches me, speaking as our fathers speak - "I am second in line of succession and I do not aim to reach it, ever.""And if I resign? You will be a new Sheik of
Aslan MurabakI opted for a more casual outfit and put on jeans, a shirt and a blazer. Unlike every day I left my hair a bit messy, I wanted to try and be a normal person, enjoy myself without having to worry about this whole marriage thing suffocating me. To my parents now that I've become a Sheik I have to get married and procreate. And I'm not the least bit interested in all that."Shall we go?" - I say to Lemi who looks at his mobile phone and smiles to himself."Let's go. Said, is waiting for us downstairs."We get in the lift and I talk to him about some contracts we needed to review and about the layoffs at the hotel, which he was against. I don't know why he was against it, all the hotels we buy we do the same thing and this time he was against everything that was related to the employees of this hotel. As we walked out through the reception, I observed the staff working and my brother being smiling to everyone. Said was waiting for us in the car."Said, the hotel manager told
Diana RodriguesOne of the worst moments of my life. People looked at me like a piece of meat in a butcher shop. My heart was pounding and my legs were trembling, but when I saw Juninho Bad Boy sitting with several girls beside him fear came over me. I remained motionless. The lights went out and someone held my arm and said to me."Dance Diana, you need the money, think about your debts, girlfriend give it your best shot!" - And just as she walked in, she walked out. The central light was illuminating me, I was the attraction and showing myself off to all those men who were there thirsting for lust. When I took off the cape that covered my body, I let all my shame and my morals fall with it. I was going to dance and please, earn the money. My family was in the crosshairs of the guy watching me and screaming underneath like a madman. I always liked to dance at home, alone, when I was a teenager and my mother worked outside I turned on the radio at the highest volume and danced while
Diana RodriguesThe sun is illuminating my window and I couldn't close my eyes yet. At least the day has changed, and THE DAY OF BAD BOY was behind me, I'll remember it for all the days of my life. Today I hope to go back to that nightclub and make some more money, because I really need to pay Juninho Bad Boy. If only I could stay working twenty four hours a day, just to get out of all that. Just thinking about what that crazy guy could do to us, for Alex's irresponsibility. The noise of my mobile phone notification frightens me. But it's Jose, the most fucked up guy I know.MESSAGE JOSÉHey, girlfriend,What are you doing up? You got me curious.A thoughtful emoji.MESSAGE DIANAFriend,I have so much to tell you, after you left so much happened.MESSAGE LINDOFriend,I will come there just for you to tell me, I can't wait until the night, and today is Saturday I can arrive at nine o'clock at the hotel. I'll be there soon.Emoji running.MESSAGE DIANAI'm waiting for you.Emoji kiss.
Diana Rodrigues You are my best friend, but I was ashamed of you who were always so good. I prostituted myself for a while. I worked in another hotel and there I met this world. I resisted a few times, but I needed to pay the rent and the money wasn't enough, so I subjected myself to going out with other men for money. I don't repudiate those who do it, but it is difficult, words from someone who has been through that life. Some people like to do it, others because they need to and others because they get stoned."Some men would come into the hotel and check in and say they were waiting for a person. When the person arrived and identified themselves, I was horrified, many of them had their wedding rings on their finger and pictures of their children and wife in their wallet when they went to pay. I found it so disgusting. At that time I had not yet assumed that I was homosexual. I watched everything that happened until the invitation was made to me. I refused a few times, I didn't wan
Diana RodriguesIt is so good when you have a person to count on, a person you love and who loves you. I always say that love is free. You offer it to the one you truly love. The farce of love can last a while, but if it is a lie, it is soon unmasked. The feeling that I have for my friend José, it is so natural and comes from the heart, with no intention of anything and it is free.I took him to the gate of my house and from there I watched him walk away and when he turned the corner he said goodbye, that's a friend's love. When I got home, I went to my room, got the bag where the money was, opened it and looked at the notes inside. The monthly expenses of my house were high and we always paid late, so I decided to pay them all and go to the supermarket to do some shopping, after all I didn't know how things would turn out.How to pay the hospital bill? When I arrived at the building it was something that made me shiver. I went up to the floor where Alex was and as soon as I reached t