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Chapter 22
-If I cry it means I'm weak but I can never pretend when my heart hurts-
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Raisa stopped a taxi and then went inside without forgetting to mention her home address first. The thing he wanted to do when he got home was to refresh his mind and body with a shower. Raisa ignores Yuda's choice. He didn't choose to go home with either one. Both Juda and Atha.
When the bell rang, Raisa immediately said goodbye to Atha's offer to take her home. He chose to exit from the side gate instead of the main gate, unbeknownst to Yuda who was waiting for him in the parking lot. Raisa first sent a message to Bela as a notification that she didn't go home with Bela.
"It's here, Dick." The driver's voice snapped him out of his thoughts. He thanked him while taking out the money as a fare then immediately got down and entered his yard.
Raisa walked languidly while looking down into the house without realizing Atha was still standing beside her motorbike. The man follo
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