I tightened my grip on my steering wheel when I finally reached RID.It's only been a day since I was released from the hospital but, damn it, I can't hold myself in my apartment anymore. Even though Ronald had told me that his big boss, a.k.a Rhysand del Millero was giving me a week off, I still couldn't calm down. Plus the thought of him not showing up at the hospital, anywhere, and not contacting me.All those bad feelings overtook me so horribly.My mind is wandering and I think I'm going crazy if I'm in my room in the next twenty four hours. That's why I ended up here this morning.To work.And the courage that was in me just now has gone nowhere now. The nervousness completely overtook me. Images of what I should do when I meet Rhysand fill my mind.Inhale slowly, hold it, and let it out slowly. I tried to calm myself over and over again.And on my exhale on the count of five, I grabbed my bag from the passenger seat and got out of the car. Smoothing my shirt under my coat and k
I've never been in love before, and that's why I've never felt the pain of it.I only accept one or two boys to be my boyfriend because I think that I want to get new things, like what Rafaella got. Experience with a lover. And it all didn't end well for me.Kevin, my first ex-boyfriend was an asshole incarnate from hell, and I didn't appreciate a single second I spent with him. I hated him then and I hate him now.And I got together with Jordan. I used to think that I loved him, that what I felt from him was pure love. In the past, I didn't know how to feel in love, what anyone would really feel when they really fell in love with someone. All I know when I'm with Jordan is comfort, safety and normality. He's like a friend, and everything just seems normal. What I feel for him is admiration and pride because of what he did for people in the midst of war and people in poor countries. It all touched my heart and I believe that he is the best for me.But I know that's not real love. Eith
Waking up with pain all over my body made me frown. I pulled up the thick blanket with the scent of musk enveloping me and then let out a rough breath. A jumbled image appeared in my brain and it made my head throb with pain.The effects of alcohol are still there. And my aching body definitely isn't one of the reasons either, right? I move my head on the comfortable pillow that is so comfortable, inhale the familiar scent that overwhelms me. The scent of someone I've missed and longed for so much. And I.. I don't know what happened to me.But I found myself in a garden, in the middle of such a beautiful garden. Decorated by butterflies and dragonflies. The pool was at the end, and I walked quickly to get there. I looked down, staring at my own face which showed my long hair and my innocent face and so pale. I'm wearing a white dress, and I look beautiful. I spent time admiring myself beyond the churning waters. But something... the weight of the heavy air that came with gripping inte
Rhysand was already out of bed—standing with his back to me, putting on his shirt. I rushed to sit up while grabbing the blanket to cover my naked body with my hands that were still shaking violently. The whole inside of me also did the same thing. The man turned around, looking at me expressionlessly."Stop fighting me, and I will apologize." he said, flatly.I frowned deeply. Anger rose until it stuck in the middle of my throat like a ping pong ball. This man is truly unrepentant.What an asshole.Reflex took over me, I picked up the decoration from the nightstand and without thinking anything else, I threw it with force.What a shoot.It hit his head.Rhysand winced, touching his forehead with his palm. Bloody one.Then, he glared at me, I just stared at him with a gaze that succumbed to my anger. I fought him, even though it wouldn't do anything, but it would let him know that I was really mad at him. On the other hand, I'm looking forward to it. The anger he would throw at me bec
He didn't take me where I had guessed. We are somewhere else, not Barcelona or Madrid, but San Sebastian.A place in the northern part of Spain that I have never visited and is one of the cities on my list that I want to visit for my vacation. It's been a long time since I made that note. The first city is Kastoria which is in Greece, where my father is from, Vanadzor in Armenia, and lastly, San Sebastian because I see this city is quite beautiful.My dream is to travel the world alone, and I didn't expect Rhysand to make it happen so quickly. A strange, anticipatory movement went through me.Is this just a coincidence or does he really know everything about me, even about the note that was recorded on my laptop since three years ago?That's impossible, right?He couldn't be that crazy could he?I folded my arms and shuddered in horror if what I thought was really happening. I don't know if it's just my guess or not, but something bad and strange has happened to him. Something strange
Horror ran down my spine when the Bugatti brought by Rhysand stopped at a large, spacious and luxurious neo classic building.At first I thought this was some kind of party hall and there was a party for the 'old money' inside, but I threw my thoughts away after seeing the name of this place on the maps on my phone. This is a nightclub for the upper class, and reserved only for people who are allowed to have access in it. Even worse, this place belonged to Rhysand del Millero, and from what I can remember he was also into some gruesome mafia business. Anything could happen here, all those dark deals he would do here, and...And I didn't know what he was going to do to me that he bring me here.I gulped as horror rose, attacking me brutally. Sending something inside me until I can't do anything but stay seated. "Are you going to sell me?" I can still feel the blood pouring out of my face. I might actually be pale.I didn't look at Rhysand, and didn't want to know what his reaction would
The room was more spacious than I imagined.I think this place is twice as big as Rhysand's own office. There was a glistening black broad table in the middle of the room, and chairs surrounding it completely. Some meaningless furniture and also.. guns were lined up in a glass case in the corner of the room.I swallowed my saliva slowly when I felt a lump suddenly appear in my throat. A luxurious and elegant darkness enveloped this large room, and horror enveloped me.A feeling of tension and goosebumps followed by discomfort pressed against my back. My heart beats fast, my breath comes out slowly under the pressure that squeezes my chest. Not because of a strong arm that tightly wrapped around my waist, but because of everything in this room. The intimidating dark atmosphere, the array of weapons that seemed ready to rip my soul out of me, and the people—so many men—in their expensive suits, who stared at us fixedly and with no expression other than stiff, hard looks that looked like
My blood is boiling over something.What she gave me the other day has worked.Rhysand had indeed said that it was all just photo editing, and that he had really never done anything with Hannah. The woman wanted him, and he doesn't. Rhysand just wanted me, and Hannah was just another problom. He's even done things I never imagined just to make that happen.That was roughly what Rhysand was trying to convey and prove to me.Previously, I had no doubts about it. The evidence I got and how he made me realize that I was stupid for believing what Hannah did. But now… insecurities came creeping in on me. A large ball that narrows in my respiratory tract."You shouldn't be here," Alice's voice sounded. Disgust flowed thickly from her words. “Hannah the ho.”"I'm not a slut." The reply from Hannah came, her alcoholic breath I could even feel from some distance away.She's drunk.I glanced up at her as she looked up at Alice with a red face. She was wearing a tight black dress that reached her