IN THE DARK.

You know, the idea didn’t just pop into my head in a single day, yet her beauty mesmerised me.

I wanted to be like her at that instant.

I asked a lot of questions about her, but Gerard kept insisting that it was some girl he knew a long time ago. He told me I shouldn’t get bothered about it. I accepted, but my mind still wasn’t at peace.

This attractive girl, whoever she was to Gerard, was pretty.

On a fateful day, I caught Gerard masturbating in his room when I came for a visit.

I didn’t inform him I was coming to see him.

I glimpsed him in the room, staring at the same girl’s picture on his laptop.

I felt awful and immediately wanted to be that girl on the laptop he was jerking off to.

He seemed so into this lady. I became envious of her.

When Gerard was done with the act, I asked him what he wanted from me.

What he needed my body to have.

He nonchalantly told me what he wished for my body to have and as soon as I knew what he yearned for.

I had a couple of surgeries done