I nearly screamed.
She closed my mouth by slapping it with her hand.“Prove it to them,” she commanded.I was shaking and looked over at Carmine, who gave me a thumbs up, and Gerard, who nodded at me to go on.I shook my head; at least Gerard would understand how scared I was.He came to me and rubbed my shoulder with a smile.“I’m scared, Gerard; there’s blood and organs all over the place. I felt like I was in the midst of thousands of dead bodies. I want to vomit. Please tell Mom not to do this.” I pleaded with him.“People are watching Oceana, but I’m here for you; do it for me, love. I will always be here to support you.’“Okay, Gerard.’ I gobbled my saliva and began walking.Slow.Everyone was watching. I was scared, hoping that I wouldn’t fall on my face.I stepped on the cold blood as my body shivered and my eyes welled up with tears.I began imagining all kinds of horror movies and being eaten alive.What kind of ritual was this?Suddenly, something moved under me.I screamed and nearly fell on my face. Gerard caught me in his arms and carried me up in bridal style, with blood dripping from my legs.I looked up at him, holding the terrifying wolf's head."Scaredy cat," he whispered and grinned at me."I'm not...""Hush! The people are watching you, little wolf.'I tried to hide my smile as he began moving, stepping on the blood.He walked barefoot in front of these thousands of people with his gentle grace.I held him tightly; he got to the end of the red line and put me down.He took the crown from one of the council elders and put it on my head, and then bowed before me.I then look at the rest of the people, who also bowed before me, welcoming me as their princess.“Hail Princess Oceana.’ Everyone cheered and clapped for me.The celebration began, but my parents were not happy about Gerard interfering with me. They hoped I had gone through it alone.Although Gerard helped me, I tried to avoid embarrassing my parents in front of the people.That's what is most important, right?I tried to be happy and smile for the public, thankful to Gerard for being by my side throughout the celebration.It was because of him.I got through the festival. We had lots of fun.He played, carried me on his shoulder around the whole place.We both threw sweets and balloons at each other.Carmine also joined in, running away from the festival while chasing me.I miss my brothers a lot. We had fun till almost dawn with everyone partying and drinking.Carmine was wild all over the place and having fun.That night, after celebrating, my parents asked me and Alex to excuse them so they could have private conversations, but Gerard volunteered to put us to bed first before agreeing to their instructions and my parents agreed.It was time for bed and Gerard escorted me to my bedroom after helping Alex to sleep in his room.He hovered a blanket over me and whispered. “Good night, princess.’ He was about to get up when I grabbed his hand. He stopped and looked over at me. ‘What is it, princess, afraid to sleep alone?’“No.’ I shook my head. I raised my back from the bed. “I just…want to speak with you.’He nodded and drew a chair close to my bed and sat down close to me.“What is it you wish to talk about, love?!”“Do you think I did well back at the festival? Mom and dad are mad at me for not finishing it up and asking for your help.’“Why do you think they are mad at you?” he softly asked and his voice was like a little angelic, which always melts my heart. I can never get angry or scared, talking with him about anything.No matter what happens, he is always willing to help me out in any situation.“I don’t know. Properly, they think I am useless. I can’t shapeshift or do anything right. How was it for you when you became the prince of the realms?’He slowly chuckled and rubbed my hair with his warm hand.“It’s been so long I can’t remember.” He smiled and kissed me on my forehead. “Stop thinking about unnecessary stuff. You are not useless. Always remember that, okay?’“I know, brother, but…”“It will take time, Oceana. I know what you are worried about. Give it time. You are still okay and you have a long way to go.’“Yeah.’ I murmured and used the edge of the blanket to cover my lips playfully.“Did Mom say something to you? If she isn’t the one, then who is making you think such things?’“It’s Mom. Her words sort of scared me today.’ I blurted out and told him everything that happened and how I had no friends to play with in school because I can’t shapeshift.“Mom is always worrying about your future. Take things easy and don’t let it get to you.’I nodded, and he kissed my forehead and whispered. “You need to go to bed. We will talk tomorrow morning, okay?’I raised my head up and slightly kissed him on his lips with a whip of excitement and whispered. “Good night, Gerard, and thank you for the necklace.’My baby kiss shocked him for a second and he laughed. “Good night, kitty.” He left as he shut the door behind him. I got up and wanted to tell him about the fated mates because of what Jessie was telling me before the ceremony.When I heard muffling noises at the dining table and Alex, who was just escorted to go to sleep, was busy playing video games.I ignored him, but my curiosity got the best of me.I hid behind the pillar, trying with so much strength that I was virtually sweating profusely on my forehead to eavesdrop on them.Finally, I could catch a few words.“Why did you come back?’ My father’s voice sounded solemn, and he slammed the table.“Dear, you need to calm down; the kids will hear you,’ she whispered.“I… I had to come for the...“I don’t want to hear any excuses from you; don’t you dare fail me and the clan?’Why was he talking to Gerard in such a manner? I thought he was happy he came home.Was it because he helped me?“Let this be the last time you come home until Oceana finds her mate, or else you will cease to be my son.’What were they hiding? Was my father disowning Gerard, or was I thinking something unrelated?I noticed Gerard and Carmine leaving the dining table, and I had better run before I get caught.Anyway, I was going to find out someday and they can’t hide the truth from me forever on why my brothers were not always around.I got to school the next day and noticed people whispering among themselves.I don’t know why, but I lowered my head and concentrated on searching for Jessie when I felt something hot poured on my head.I jumped up, shouting panickingly and taking off anything that was on my head. To my surprise, it was pasta.An Alpha poured this on my head. I looked around and it was this girl named Beatrice; I hated her with every gut.How dare she, I growled, glaring at her.“Do you hate your life so much to do this to me?”I got such a badmouth, huh, for a ten-year-old little kid. Well, the school taught me that.“You don’t belong here, bastard, we don’t want a woofless and pathetic
Someone covered my mouth and dragged me away from there and pulled me to my room and closed the door behind him.I turned and saw Carmine glaring at me as if I was some kind of monster.‘What the hell are you doing there, peeping into someone else’s room? Are you nuts?’Carmine hardly gets angry when he is with me, he adores me. What happened now?“I…I didn’t know. The door was opened and…”He hustled me as I fell to the ground.“Shut your filthy mouth, Oceana, I don’t want to see you close to Gérard again, you have no right to invade his privacy.”“But I didn’t intentionally go meet him.” I defended myself.“I don’t give a fuck. The next time I see you do that sort of thing again, I will deal with you. You useless thing that can’t control her powers, fool,” he walked out on me and slammed the door so hard.What was that? Why was he mad at me? I just wanted to go see him. I didn’t know I would see such an incident in his room?He…he called me useless.Carmine called me a fool who could
I took the bottle of water and gulped nearly everything since I was as tasty as fuck. I was done. I took the sword beside me and threw it at him.“Take care of it, Andrew. I need to go take a clean bath.”“Alright, Oceana.’ He replied and bowed before me.My back was killing me.Anyway, I’m not so beat and a coward.That’s how strong I have become and till now, I have heard nothing from my brothers, nor did they care to speak to me.I wish I could see them, just have a word with them and ask them a lot of questions.There are some things that I want to ask them, especially Gerard.Why did he also avoid me? Did Carmine tell him what I caught him doing a few years ago?Eight years had passed and I still can’t forget about that day.He was hot.I strolled along the hallway. A guard ran towards me and bowed.“Lady Oceana, the Alpha asks for your presence.”“ Where is he?’I wanted to take a cold bath. Why is it this time he is calling me?“In his Chambers, Lady Oceana.” He answered as if h
“Nope!’ I shook my head. “I got some training to do and I would love to come with you, but I can’t.” “You are always training your ass off. Don’t you ever take a break. Come on, just go with me for once. You are an alpha, strong and beautiful. What else do you need? No one will question you and besides, loads of guys are dying to be your boyfriend. You are not gonna miss it.’ She explained. “I want to be stronger.” I blurted out. “What!” Jessie muttered. I brushed it off. “No, it’s nothing.” I walked past her. I can’t slack off. “Oceana, wait up.” She ran after me, blocking my way to my classroom. “What’s wrong, Oceana?’ She cradled my shoulders, filled with concern, her soft eyes making me smile. “It’s nothing.” I giggled. “I know you.” She began with a sigh. “You are not useless. You are not a fool or anything, stop pushing yourself so hard, nobody hates you or dislikes you if that’s the right word but don’t take what your brother said to you years ago to heart, you are speci
I was excited to see him as well. He seemed more muscular and handsome than the last time I saw him. He has grown well. ‘`Thanks for coming to pick me up at the airport even though you said you were tired and jetlagged.’ He appreciated me as he tapped my shoulder. “I just felt like walking around California since I just came back from the cold winter in England, my furs it’s been screaming for some warmth,” I confessed. Yeah, that’s right. So cold. My wolf agreed with me. “Yeah, wouldn’t you warm your bed with a woman if you felt so cold?’ He teased me. “Carmine.’ I cautioned. I felt embarrassed. He was so loud. He laughed. “You changed while you were in England. I see it in you.” “Yeah, I just shifted into my wolf's form alone and it was amazing doing it. I missed the pack though and the full moon there. I could howl as much as I wanted,” I admitted. “Yeah, me too, we can’t do that in abroad, that’s why we have a fucking pack here to do whatever we want.” He agreed. “Have y
“That was a long time ago. Why will you even bring that up? By the way, you shouldn’t have snapped at her like that. You didn’t mean it, but it changed and triggered something in her.” “I did the right thing or else, only the moon goddess knew the next thing she would have done on that day.” He reasoned. I could clearly remember that day, eight years ago, after rescuing her from the principal and bullies in school, she changed something in me. Man, I deserve to be whipped and have my dick cut off. I’m so pissed as fuck and wished I could wipe off my memory of that day. On that day it happened, I had to let go of those hormones. My fear stemmed from my concern about my wolf taking over me and my pheromones. So, I excused myself and went to my room. It was too dangerous staying by her side or else. I would have done something I would have regretted for the rest of my life. I couldn’t resist her, her images were in my head, how her little breast could fit in my mouth, how wet her
“You’ve begun smoking, haven’t you? I thought you’d stopped because Oceana hates it.” He smelled cigarettes on me. Damn, his nose is as sharp as always. When I was back at the clan years ago, Oceana had once caught me smoking heavily at the backyard of the mansion, complaining that she dislikes seeing me smoke and she would like me to stop. She was quite cute back then. Her expression softened my heart, so I quit doing it. However, recently I picked up the habit again. I tried to stop smoking, but I still can’t get rid of it. “Carmine,” I spoke. “Just stop. Can you just pretend that you know nothing? Leave me alone,” I warned. I don’t want to think of Oceana right now. “Are you scared of the truth?" “Carmine,” I shouted. The people at the restaurant all started in our direction. “You’ve always been scared. Till now you haven’t called for the past eight fucking years. I know you fucking miss her so much you wanna scream. Cut me the bullshit, man.” “How am I like now?’ He shrugg
I will go home soon. What will I say to her once I set my eyes on her? What the fuck should I say? What should I say to her about what occurred eight years ago? How should I speak? Fuck, I craved for her to be in my arms? If only she was the one in bed with me. How lovely that kind of feeling could be? I met Emily in America after I left the clan in California. We both flowed so well and then we began dating afterwards. We call and contact each other all the time. She made my life filled with blissful moments, but I wasn’t in love with her. There were times I deceived myself and forced myself to fall in love with her, yet I still can’t see why I couldn’t fall in love with her. I don’t know what was going on, but it wasn’t working. Someone once told me I can’t tell my heart who to fall in love with. The heart wants what it wants and I can’t control it. This is the damn truth. Whatever woman I slept with to forget about Oceana, it wasn’t helping. I don’t know why, but it wasn