Book 3 - Ch. 158: A Whipping For The Dom

My body is wound up tight by the time we get home. We say goodnight to Reece and Gabe before taking the stairs up to our apartment. I’m a bit anxious to see what will happen tonight because of everything that has taken place. I’m not sure where Jace’s headspace is since we haven’t really had a chance to talk. He seems to be on board with everything, but is he actually okay with it? I need to find a way to get him alone, so we can talk about all of it before we talk to Jude. I don’t want him doing this just for me. Yeah, I’m beginning to have feelings for Jude; are they anywhere near what I feel for Jace? No, but I can see them getting there eventually if we are going to do this, but I will forget all about it if I feel that it’s going to ruin what I have with Jace.

Then there is also Jude’s side job. Would he be willing to give it up in order to be with me and Jace, because there is no way I can enter a relationship with a hired gun. Fucking, fine, but not a relationship. I mean, I do