Chapter 65

It's been three hours already but I'm still thinking about what Vina told me. She was so good at messing with my mood. I don't know if she was telling the truth, but those fucking papers that are still on the floor made it clear. Idagdag pa is Jeth na anak nila...nila ni Lucas.

"Lucas," I whispered, naiiyak na naman ako. Nakakaramdam na naman ng kirot sa dibdib ko. I guess I had to give up what I was feeling for him. Wala naman ng patutunguhan ang lahat ng 'to. Isa pa, hindi na maitatama pa ang pagkakamali ng isa pang pagkakamali ulit.

Umpisa pa lang mali na ang lahat sa amin. Simula pa lang wala na talagang 'love' na namamagitan sa relasyong mayroon kami, ako nga lang yata ang may alam na may relasyon kami. Do my parents know about our fake marriage? Do his parents know it too? O baka naman siya lang at si Vina ang nakakaalam? But why?