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Chapter 72
Lea’s point of view:
I felt stares on me the moment I walked inside the school cafeteria for lunch. Instead of glancing down, I remembered the conversation I had with Aubrey this morning. I tried my best to hold my head up high in confidence.
Just keep calm, Lea! You can do this. I encouraged myself before walking over to the guys.
They would not let me sit alone by myself.
I have been having lunch with them since last Tuesday.
Aubrey waved at me when she saw me walking over to their table.
I smiled slightly when I reached their table before sitting down beside Ryder. Last Tuesday, the girls made me sit between them just so they could speak to me.
Shelly would not stop rambling about Max while Aubrey complained about some lanky guy being her biology lab partner. The guy almost caused two flasks to explode from mixing two completely incompatible fluids without even consulting the biology professor. Aubrey looked
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Silence enveloped the entire cafeteria.Without thinking, I wounded my arms around my belly when I felt eyes on me. What should I say? Should I say that I feel sick? My left ribs? I panicked before quickly moving my palms over the left side of my belly.“What’s wrong?” Jake asked while his eyes widened in surprise.“Are you okay?” Aubrey sounded so concerned that I immediately felt guilty for what I was about to do.“What happened?” Alex questioned in confusion.Aubrey, Alex and Jake rushed to stand by my side while Connor leaned up over the table to check if I was okay.“Where are you going, Ryder? Ryder?” Cassandra’s face dropped when Ryder left her side to check what was wrong with me.His eyebrows furrowed while his eyes trailed over my scrunched up figure worriedly. I can’t lie to them.What do I do? Why did I even do this?Come on, Lea! Do something,
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