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My (Delicious) Roommate Bye Bye
It all ended in the most disastrous way it could. Or almost.Alexandra did not go back on her decision, quite the contrary. She said that Joshua had two hours to collect all his belongings and return to where he came from. Emanuele noticed for the first time that she never knew where the home of her now former roommate was.Despite his requests to be left alone, the girl could not let him organize and pack without any help. While Alexandra took a shower and made important calls, probably to the lawyer or people from the company, Joshua folded clothes, shirts and pants, all with Emanuele's help.The silence bothered them, but there was absolutely nothing they could say to each other. There was no comfort or advice that made any difference at that moment."I wanted to stay longer," he murmured.She stopped the motion of putting away her clothes, surprised that he was speaking.Joshua clarified:"You look pretty bruised, I wish I could help with that.""... I'd like to help you too.""Ah
My (Delicious) Roommate Pie
Amanda opens another can of beer. Emanuele stopped at the first one, and now all she wants to do is drink water and eat snacks. The two are on the balcony railing of the twins' apartment, and Amora is inside cooking something.It had been two weeks since Joshua had left, and there was a strange, horrible emptiness in Emanuele's heart.The week before, the group had wanted to propose a sort of collective lynching against Thabata, but the former bride begged them not to do anything to her. Despite being hurt, the girl with the honey-colored hair only got some peace and quiet when she fought back. She didn't want to restart the cycle.After taking a sip of her drink, Amanda mutters:"Can you have alcohol? I thought it would be harmful since you still take some strong pain medication."Emanuele shrugs."We all have a day when the rules don't apply. That's my case."The twin laughs."I can't believe someone as nice as you joined our group. I mean, we lost a mocre, swindling snake, and gain
My (Delicious) Roommate Oficialization
A movie played in Emanuele's head.Johnny was smiling, hopeful, even a little dull despite drawing attention to himself. He had been waiting for this for a long time.The girl with the honey-colored hair didn't know whether to run out immediately, discreetly interrupt the boy's speech, or simply stand there without saying anything.Of course she would be very happy if he actually asked her to marry him. The two of them were seeing each other quite often, they confessed their feelings, they had mutual trust and a lot of respect, of course. The friends gathered there already thought of them as an official couple.Emanuele never thought she would actually have a serious relationship. The first and only time she got involved with someone, it was more of a fling than anything. Mainly because the man himself avoided showing others that he had any involvement with her, probably to protect her from some reprisal.Although the path she followed had a more than obvious destination, the girl sti
My (Delicious) Roommate Pre-consumption
He doesn't see her. For the milliseconds that the girl can clearly see that this is her old roommate, Johnny takes her hand and they both go inside the building together.This could only be a joke in very bad taste.How could the two of them not have met yet? How could her then-boyfriend live in the same building as Joshua and neither of them be aware of this?Inside the elevator, the young man says:"Are you worried about something?"Damn. She had always been very good at hiding her own emotions. If it came to the point of failure, it was because they were indeed very much on display.Emanuele took a deep breath, calming her own thoughts. That night should be special, and not just another one of those difficult early mornings full of worry and torment. And besides, they were there to celebrate making it official.She could put that aside, at least for the time being.Not least because Joshua being there was the least of her problems. Sooner or later she would have to tell him about
My (Delicious) Roommate Consumption
Emanuele's hormones boil so hard under her skin that she is afraid she will boil over.She gasps, feeling the weight of Johnny's request. To lose her virginity. To allow him, who was now her boyfriend, to be her first man.Ashamed, the girl remembered that the first sexual contact she had was not with Johnny, but with Joshua, when he masturbated her. Of course, the girl would never say this, even after the little talk about sincerity they had just had.It was one thing to be sincere, but it was another to completely lose track of things.Standing there, still dressed but dying to get naked, Johnny looked at her with a kind of hunger, an urgent and insatiable desire. She wanted it too, of course, but she was afraid. Would it hurt? Would she regret it?Her mother always called her a "tramp" when she could, especially after the young woman had dyed her hair red. Unconsciously, she was very afraid of being looked down on or judged. Breaking that line, taking that big step, seemed like a l
My (Delicious) Roommate The declaration
When they finished, the two remained lying next to each other. Johnny's arms remained clutched around Emanuele's torso, who was breathing deeply, still absorbing everything that had just happened.He said he loved her. And she said she loved him too.And it wasn't a lie.Even if there was some trace of confusion in her feelings for her former roommate, it was clear that the feeling was minor, perhaps more subtle. Joshua would never date her, never make those sweet promises.Not least because he was too lost in his own bitterness to care for anyone."How are you feeling?" After a few seconds of silent contemplation, Johnny finally says something.That was quite a question. Emanuele doesn't even know how to begin to answer it, but she tries:"It feels like... The world I know, or the one I knew before that... Has completely changed."He gives her a kiss on the forehead, letting the girl continue her line of reasoning."I always read in stories what a young girl's first time was like, wh
My (Delicious) Roommate Step one
Emanuele is so embarrassed, so shocked and frightened that she cannot even formulate a sentence.Little by little she is trying to connect logic with the whole thing: Joshua lived in the same apartment as Johnny, maybe even on the same floor (total bad luck!). Did he go there to talk to him? Yes, they had already settled down after the unfortunate episode of the fight, but it was still strange.The girl's voice sounded slightly high-pitched when she asked:"What are you doing here?"Flabbergasted, Joshua replied:"I came to talk to my neighbor. And what are you doing here?"Then the man's eyes dwell on the details: on the slightly flushed cheeks, the messy, barely disguised hair in a loose bun.... And the shirt is obviously too big for the body, with a lack of feminine adornments. In other words, a Johnny shirt.Emanuele realizes the line of reasoning being formed, but also cannot admit the truth. She puts one of her hands on her waist, trying in vain to be inclement."I've been going
My (Delicious) Roommate The Truth
Johnny asks permission to enter, leaning his bag on the kitchen counter. Then he looks at Joshua:"Are you going to stand there? Come in."The man obeys, closing the door behind him. Until then, neither he nor Emanuele had even tried to explain what was happening. The girl still remained red, absolutely miserable and wishing she could turn into an ant and get out of there.Johnny doesn't seem angry or upset. He starts cooking bacon with eggs, while Emanuele and Johnny sit at the table, but not next to each other."Well..." Joshua begins. "I came here to talk to you and bumped into Emanuele. I confess I was a little surprised.""Really?" Johnny asks, still busy with breakfast preparations."Yes, but it was only for a first moment. We started chatting away the instant you arrived."The host places three shallow plates on the table, and soon after, three cups. Emanuele touches her almost healed nose, and Joshua asks:"How much longer before you take that thing off?""At the end of the mo
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