***saturday morning ****
Hakeem and I are getting ready to go back to the hospital, Lee got up at 5am saying we gotta hurry and go see Bree she's bored I'm like boy she ain't going no where, plus she had a surgery to get to at 8 and it's now 6am...soon as she gets better I'm really going to find whoever did this to my family. " Hakeem can you please get Cory ready? I already fed him and bathed him" I asked Hakeem as I was getting dressed...ain't nothing he haven't seen here" and stop starring and hurry up" I said smirking
" why you gotta get dressed infront of me man? " he mumbled
" I didn't tell you to come in here now did I? So please " I said
" whatever -ay Lee get your ass in here" he yelled getting out my room. I laughed coz I kn
Taking care of George is not that hard to do this days,its been over a month now since he been out of the hospital, I got him a wheel chair coz his and Alexa's medical bill was over the top and couldn't cover other things and with Alexa losing her job it kinda creates another atmosphere on the medical side,but she still comes everyday to make sure he okay I mean bitch I'm his girl I can take care of my man...but I aint gon complain all that.George still works but at home, selling houses online and his new 'assistance ' covers the show casing of the houses which is fine by me as long as the bitch knows her place coz I don't mind cutting up a bitch...it's Friday and I'm having lunch with my cousin Brandy who been telling me about my baby daddy ever since we got here " I told you not to take his sorry ass back but you never listen" I huffed
Another sort of mess up in this place.since the college party things has been tense around this place, I still don't like the fact that Rina gave a small boy some Oral damn, she may be older than me but I'm still her man " so we ain't going to talk about this? You've been avoiding me since it happened, I told you we was drunk and I was salty " she explains" you gon be late for work, I think you should leave right about now " I said going back to watching Football...while stealing some looks at her when she gets dressed, my baby got some hot ass body" you looking at me like that but you refuse to touch me, Junaid grow up it happened can we just put it behind us?" she pleaded getting back in bed" I hear you baby,how about you give me what you gave him " I said seductively honestly I h
Am I not ready for marriage? She crazy. Alexa been avoiding me for the past weeks since I asked her to marry me...talking about she ain't ready that can only mean one thing she don't love me but mama trying to tell me otherwise " I hear you" I mumbled" but do you understand me boy,she been through alot...be glad she's even talking to your ass at this point " mama says I stale faced her" so I should wait for her to be ready? When is that gon be? She's basically avoiding my ass so bad now that we never talk or see each other "" have you shown her that you mad?" I thought about it then shrugged " that girl knows you angry that she said no,only way to fix this is to talk that lil girl, figure it out. You know I miss having that badass child here " she said referring to Cory
It's been a couple of weeks since my talk with Hakeem, and I must say we trying to become close and I'm trying to put my fears of getting hurt again,i haven't seen or spoke to Connel in two weeks...and he avoiding both me and Bree which is pissing me off for real. I'm at work, I work as as a waitress at some small diner around my area yeah I know what a downgrade from what I did but it pays the bills. I'm almost out, I clock out at 4 so that I can get my kids from school. I decided to out Cory at school too so that he can learn how to talk before he turns two" ay Chris I'm about to go out mind taking the last table for me?" I asked one of my new friends" yeah sure- I heard you not coming in tomorrow, problems?" he asked I shrugged" not really but I just want some time our fo'real plus I got a doctors appointment " I sai
It's the next day, I feel so angry at Hakeem for what he did to Alexa last night and I'm waiting on his ass to tell me what was wrong with him. His laid up on the bed and I really cannot wait anymore, I went down my stairs to get ice cubes with water/ cold water. I went back to where he was sleeping, it's 12 pm and I'm waiting on mama to come talk some sense into Hakeem.i poured him with it over his head" shit what the fuck -!" he screamed making me laugh " the fuck is wrong with you? " he yelled again and I mugged him" son dont get fucked up - go clean yourself up before mama gets here " I said leaving him to be...I went downstairs to find Shamika and my baby Karren in the lounge"Oh hey, I was about to come up but K baby wanted to play -hows Hakeem? " she asked making me sigh
I just landed back to JHB, from my therapy sessions overseas, I up and left because of the pain I was getting on my legs, im glad I went because now I can walk using crutches on though hut it's a process as long I song over do it i' ll be fine. I miss my daughter so much, it don't help that I don't have Alexa 's numbers anymore, it's friday, so before going to check Alexa since she at home now I'm guess I haven't been in touch the two weeks I been gone but now that I am back it's time I take control of what's happening around me." I drove to a diner closer to where Alexa stays, when dealing with Alexa you gotta have the energy for her sensitive ass..hopefully she can understand me" good morning and welcome to Diner Dash I'm Chris and i'll be your waiter for today can I get you anything?" the waiter came" uh yes can I have your breakfa
It's been over two whole nights not having Hakeem around - After my lil talk with my ex husband I realized that being a waitress ain't my thing so I ended up looking online for my old job back but different areas hopefully they might get me and hopefully for the same section I was doing. The kids avoid saying anything that has to do with Hakeem even though I know they want to ask, I just haven't been in the mood for both of them at this point ,so I let them play on that game range thing so that I can look at them from a far...they seem happy though but in worried.ToHakeem: wegottatalk, call me or come to the game range down the road I'm tired of this fighting.I hoped for a text back but nothing instead I got one from my sister whom i've never been in contact for a lo
I must say it feels good fucking with a fresh blood, coz anyway since my girlfriend is always busy why not keep myself busy with someone else, it's bad that it has to be Rosa but damn I ain't got no choice " you think once my sister gets back you gon stop pleasing me? Coz we both know she's coming back today " I looked at Rosa and shrugged" I don't know fo'real...but you know me and you ain't got nothing going on but fucking so we'll see - now finish up cleaning and i'll finish on the cooking " I said she sighed then nodded.Just then my phone rang and mama 's name came up" sup mommy" I cheesed" boy please, I have some news for you...it ain't good news though,your daddy is in the hospital...he got injured while on a mission, I want you to call everybody up because I can't get hol