Chapter One Hundred Forty Four

Gwen.

I left Ryan’s place that morning in shame, I read his little note that was sticking on the door handle and felt worse than when I woke up. I had to beg Nina to come pick me up since I didn’t come with my car and thankfully she didn’t ask what was wrong.

I know what I did was wrong, I shouldn’t have done that but I don’t see why I should hate myself for it. I thought I had moved on, I thought I could do this with Ryan but guess I couldn’t.

Henry was still there, I tried hard to forget about him and live my life but he’s still there.

When they say forgetting your first love is hard, now I know what they mean. Henry has been everything to me and it’s hard forgetting about everything. I love him doesn’t mean I was ready to accept him and his cheating self, the man cheated on me when he knew I was madly in love with him, and although I do not want to blame him for it because he’s in love with Emily or so he thought.

Love is a strong word and can make you do anything for someone.