#Lexi's POV:......"I like you Tyler Evans. And if you don't like me back, don't tell me, just go ahead and walk away." I stared at my own reflection and then sighed. I walked out of my bathroom and dropped myself down on my bed so I was facing the ceiling.Yeah, I said it out loud, but not to Tyler's face. I only wish I had. I have to tell him how I feel and I'm being a pathetic looser by practicing to myself. Like that's going to help. I couldn't even say 'I love you' out loud.Yesterday we had kissed. And not just any kiss. The best kiss I had ever shared. It wasn't the first time we've kissed, but it was the best even though all were amazing. The last one was different, it felt more...real.All the other kisses were for the sake of the whole fake boyfriend thing. And now that I bring it up, we're still supposed to be fake dating. We never told anyone that we 'broke up' yet. But I don't want to fake break up. But I don't want to be his fake girlfriend either, because I want to be
.#Lexi's POV:......"I hate myself!" I yelled after I pressed a pillow against my face so my yelling could turn out quieter than it would have turned out."Stop saying that." Emily said, trying to contain her smile by plastering a fake sad smile."I know you find this amusing. Don't try to hide it." I put the pillow back down on her bed.Yesterday, after I yelled at Tyler that I like him, I went straight to Emily's house even though I knew she was at the Carnival. No one was home at her house and since I've know her since grade school, I know that her family never locks the back door. It isn't weird for me to just walk into her house when no one is home because I've done it plenty of times since I was younger. But I texted Emily to let her know that I was going to be here and stay overnight.I didn't want to be at my house in case Tyler showed up. And I even told my mom to tell him that I went for a long walk.I'm just way to embarrassed to face him right now. I'm scared he doesn't
#Lexi's POV:"What's taking so long?!" Emily yelled from behind the door of her room, clearly frustrated. Seriously, what was her problem?"It was barely three minutes since you left the room, geez. Just calm down." I said with an eye roll.As I put the loose baby blue tank top through my head, I called her in."I'm tired." She said when she barged in the room."It's ten in the morning. We like just woke up.""Well, I'm going back to sleep. I didn't change out of my pjs anyway." She said, waving her hand lazily to her pj shorts and tank top before she went on the bed climbed under the blankets. She closed her eyes as she tried to drive herself to sleep."Is there something you wanna tell me?" I crossed my hands over my chest and raised my eyebrows questioningly.At that, her eyes immediately opened wide but calmed down after a second. "No." She said in a whiny voice. "Just let me sleep. Cause when I sleep, I don't have to think or feel anything. And I don't feel well." She closed her
.#Lexi's POV:.........For this full five minutes in this heated make out session I was having with Tyler, I think I was still a bit shocked that he was actually kissing me. But if someone walked in right now and saw me in this position, they wouldn't think for a single second that I was in shock, seeing the way I was kissing him.But who wouldn't be anyway? This is Tyler Evans. One of the most popular guys in Rosewood high school. And might I add the hottest. He's funny, He's got every girl wanting him, plus his family is freaking rich. To add to that list, he's the star captain of the soccer team. If our school did football instead, he would, with no doubt, be the star of that team as well.But most importantly, if he wants to be, he could be really sweet and kind. And I know that because I was his best friend.And now I was kissing this guy, the old child hood friend slash enemy.In the last five minutes, Tyler and I ended up on the sofa, and yes, it were still kissing. Of course
#Tyler's POV....................."Man, I just don't know what's up with her." Caleb finished his little story but the last thing he said was the only thing I actually heard him say. I was just spaced out, thinking about a certain girl."Wrong with who?" I raised an eyebrow, but as soon as I saw his sudden expression change, I knew that was the wrong thing to say."You weren't even listening?! Thanks a lot cousin." He scoffed and leaned back on the sofa."Well, I'm going for a run." I shrugged as I stood up from my spot on the kitchen stool and walked into the living room where Caleb was sitting at."I know, just like every morning." He said with an eye roll.Caleb goes on morning runs too, but not every morning. He wakes up at seven in the morning to go on his run and comes back by the time I wake up.That's way too early for me. Most of the time, when there isn't school, I sleep until twelve or one in the afternoon. And at times I even wake up late when there is school, but my dad
#Lexi's POV.........."So, are you doing okay?" I asked Emily as we walked towards our lockers so we could grab a few things for first period."I'm seventeen and I'm pregnant." She said in a crabby tone. "Does that sound like I'm okay?""Em, I was just saying how are you doing with everything. Chill, I didn't ask you to tell the whole word your pregnant." I said quieter than she had.She looked around the hallway to see if anyone had heard her loud voice. "Oh my god, was I too loud?" She whispered."Yeah, but it doesn't matter. Your stomach wont be that small anymore. The whole schools going to find out." I told her as we made it to her locker. I stopped and waited as she grabbed a few books out of her locker and held them against her stomach."I know, and I have to tell Caleb before someone else does." She said with a worried expression on her face. She closed her locker and we both started walking again, towards my locker."So, it's Caleb's baby for sure?" I asked and as soon as th
#Lexi's POV:........Tyler and I walked into the cafeteria after the weird ass of a teacher came walking past again. I never even heard of her in my entire high school life and now I'm seeing her, when Tyler and I are having a special moment.But that stupid teacher didn't ruin my happiness. Tyler loves me! The Tyler Evans. The hot guy that every girl wants. And I get to have him to myself.In your face Courtney! Ha!Oh, yeah, and Brooke. They were both Psychos who were crazy after Tyler.As we closely walked into the cafeteria together, Tyler's hand brushed mine which caused the hairs at the back of my neck to rise. He noticed my reaction as I burned red and he grabbed my hand in his. He leaned in closer to my ear to whisper, giving me more chills. "Your beautiful." He said before he pulled away.Why the hell are you blushing Lexi?!I tried my best to keep my face at a normal color but I couldn't help it. Tyler just had that affect on me.We sat down at a lunch table outside where E
.#Lexi's POV:............I set my phone down on the nightstand next to my bed. I let out a sigh as a smile made its way onto my lips. I set my head against the soft pillow on my bed and looked at the alarm clock. It was eleven o'clock at night and I'm still up.It's just because Tyler and I were just texting for hours. I guess it was my fault. Every time we would say goodnight, I'll start another conversation. Then we would say goodnight again and then I'll just repeat the process over and over again.We would have just talked trough a call instead of talking through text, but I didn't want to wake up my mom or if she already was awake, I didn't want her to here my conversation.It was just so fun to talk to him. He's funny, nice and so on but then he could be idiotic. But I love him. A lot.I stared at the ceiling, trying to drift to sleep, but it just wasn't working. I wasn't tired at all. I was just too excited for myself.I kept turning around, trying to find a way to get comfo