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107: Leaving This Bitter Memory Behind
“What is it about?” Xue Mei put a calm expression on her face. She was tired of crying over it. The last semester break was the toughest time for her and now her heart feels numb with every action Ren Zhi makes without asking her first.
“I want to tell you some secret that I’ve been holding. It’s regarding Ha Eun. I know, you’ll be mad, but listen to me first, okay?” He tries to adjust his position so that he can see her face clearly.
“Mhm? Tell me, then.” She still composed.
“Ha... Ha Eun, she was diagnosed with bone marrow cancer stage four. She only left with a few months to live. For the past months, when I’m telling you I was busy, I’ve been taking care of her in the hospital when she needs to get her therapy. That is also a reason why I’m unintentionally abandoning you at that time. I know I’m wrong and I’m sorry.” He holds both of Xue Mei’s
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