KateAs I walk to the nearest bus stop, I need nobody to tell me it was a walk of shame. Water rolled down my cheeks like a teenager whose first love had broken her heart. The problem was not Chris or what he did. It is a bitter truth when I say I was scared to death. I was not expecting that reaction from him. It was not a big deal that someone walked in on me while trying to fuck another but the way he dragged me with my hair without mercy speaks volumes. It portrays the whore that I am. I really do not know what would have happened if I did not put on the pity show eliminating the whole plan immediately. Even Bev would not question my cancellation of the plan. Chris seems to have more audacity than we had anticipated. I dare not say I have his nude to him right there. I could bet he would not hesitate to end me immediately. And if he does, he would eventually be left with no option but to do that when I fail to provide the nude afterward. How come we never thought about that? If I
ChristopherMy fear has always been never to be hurt by a woman because I see these creatures as powerful and evil. I can not believe it is the other way around. The accusation still rings in my head. I have tried so hard to justify what I did to her but her words put me on the cross and condemn my soul. The week has been hectic, thanks to Kate. I have tried to get rid of those pictures from my head but I guess they have come to stay. Maybe I did wrong her. Maybe that was not the right way to have handled the whole issue. But she threatened me. She started it and the aftermath should not be my fault. I guess it is as the incident now tortures me. When I got home that night, I asked my housekeeper if he saw any bag the other night and he admitted to disposing of it. I could not even blame him. I ordered him to do a thorough cleaning that morning after Kate left and he did his job well. Accusing her of theft when I have something that is yours is quite shameful. I was vulnerable and
KateIt's another beautiful morning at 1:15 pm. For every other person, it is noon but for me as usual, time to sleep. It is funny how I moved on quickly from the incident with Chris. One of the things I enjoy being friends with Bev. My thought was that I would be rebuked for spoiling the plan and not being tough enough. Contrary to my thought, Bev said I did the right thing in a situation like that. She was more concerned about how I felt about my past than the plan of making dubious money that just got spoilt. Although, when I remember Chris, and the nights with him, I still feel hurt especially about my Gucci bag. Bev assures me she would teach me ways to get more money from these men and I can get as many designers as possible. I am more concerned about their sex lives though. Usually, I would be sleeping by this time of the day except for exceptional cases. I would go back to sleep immediately after Bev leaves in the morning. She always ensures I am awake before leaving. If it
ChristopherEver since I left Kate's house, I have been struggling to get control over my body. When I left the office, I was angry hoping I would throw those gifts in her face and tell her to fuck off my mind. Darren was scared to discourage me from going but I could read the fear on his face that my decision to go might be wrong. However, when Kate opened the door and I beheld that beauty once again, my anger melt away at once. I have never seen anyone this beautiful or I can say no one has ever looked this beautiful to me. She has no make-up, and her hair was rough and looks tangled yet she looks like an angel. Her boobs pointed at me in the bralette strapped to her chest and her extremely short bum shorts reveals her fresh laps I was dying to touch. I guess she must have caught me feasting on her body or she probably just did not want to talk to me so she almost ran back in, thank goodness my hand was fast enough. Immediately I grabbed her soft wrist, my little version reacted i
ChristopherI was in the middle of masturbating when I got the message that Kate is here. I stopped abruptly and quickly rearranged the room. I have never been so nervous. It's not her first time here but I want to try my possible best not to fuck this up. It is my only chance to build up my falling ego. The idea that women are dangerous and should not be anywhere close to me seems invisible at this moment. I told my bodyguard to guide her in. The door flung open and Kate walks in majestically like a Queen that she is. A whore, I know but tonight, she seems to me a Queen. Gosh, it was nice to have Kate in here with me again. Her body exuded heat, it was irresistible. Her hair smelled fresh and tropical, and the faint perfume she wore indicated that she had just washed. She gave me a lovely smile and I sign in contentment. "What do I offer you? " I asked, nervous. "You!" Kate said seductively. "Let's get to business. I'm not here for the food." I nodded in agreement. My nervousne
KateI slowly opened my eyes, but since the curtains were still drawn, the light of the new day was blocked from entering the space. The memory of yesterday night flashed through my head and I smiled. To be honest, it's been a while I had such great sex, maybe because I was in control. Most sex I had, I always have to be quick and most time, the men does not like to be controlled. I knew yesterday was going to be different when I did not have to struggle to pick what to wear. It happens all the time, I guess all women in the world does that. Mine is better if Bev and I were to be in competition. Bev has a totally wrong dress sense. The first dress I picked was perfect and it gave me the perfect fit I was looking for. I confirmed I had the right look when Chris's men who came to pick me up could not keep their lips together. Especially the driver. I told him to face his front more than three times. He kept looking back at the beauty seated in the car. I knew they were well trained an
ChristopherI thought I had been to the peak of sexual enjoyment until I woke up to an incredible morning dose. Is this what married men enjoy? I see why Darren sometimes comes to work late. If this is all marriage is all about, I would love to be married. But I am no kid. I know too well that marriage is nothing close to sweet. It is just the forceful union of two people, a protagonist, and an antagonist. They sometimes bring more people into their lives just because they can not suffer alone and then they call them children. I do not have to be like them. I do not have to bring young beautiful versions of myself into this world to keep my company in a battle against the woman I call their mother. For now, I just want to enjoy the moment. The sex is great. I've had a taste of it and I want more. That is not too much to ask. After all, she is just a whore and she has no other responsibility in my life than to fill that sexual place and give me pleasure. That's the lie I tell myself
Chapter 24.KateMy ride back home was not amazing. All I could think about was Bev. I did not see this coming. Well, that is a lie. I saw it coming but not this way. Ever since Bev met her boyfriend, her life has been wrapped around him. The plans they have made, the future they talk about, the joy, the happiness, and the excitement with which she talked about her future with him. Everything has now gone sour. I could feel the pain like I was the one in the relationship. I can justify that feeling because God knows I know a lot about the relationship. I made my plans based on the plans made in that relationship. And now I wish I could just take the pain away once and for all. I have been trying to reach her ever since I got the message. She is not answering her phone. And I’m scared because I don’t know where this will lead. She would definitely be heartbroken. No, she is definitely heartbroken and I don’t know to what extent the heartbreak would affect her, us too.I don’t know h