The phone at my house rang, but it turned out that Iwan called me again. As if there were no problems in the past, he invited me to chat a lot of things, about my news, school, tutoring and my daily activities. I don't know what this is, what is certain is that Iwan, who was once ignorant, has now returned to paying attention to my days. Now there is no more stiffness between us, everything has improved, my friend, my best friend has returned to my arms again. All my complaints besides I told my friends that Iwan was loyal to hear me again. Sometimes he calls me Sin, Honney or other sweet calls, sometimes we spoil each other's words. Is this what is called Friends But intimate. If you say back there are no words, but if you say friends, closer and special than other male friends. Whatever it is I feel happy and comfortable now.
As a result, I felt that I was single for a long time, my relationship with Iwan could be said to be limited to friends but intimate, there were some male friends who approached like Pepen or other friends. But still under the criteria of my boyfriend and aim. Just be close, chat, play together, the most important thing is that it is still polite and normal.
Almost every day I play with Catur, Nicky, Tika and friends. Luckily they, at having a boyfriend, are kind and loyal. Nicky has Roy and Catur there is Erki, Tika is with Dona. Sometimes I just used to be their insect repellent when I was walking. Let it be Sintia, everything will be beautiful in its time. Just relax, enjoy and live your youth and your day.
There are other friends, but yes, they are very nerdy, there is Evi, and there is Dedeh. Their performance is above average. You still play with them, but sometimes you get bored when it comes to school, lessons and Dedeh's hobbies. He really likes watching European football, and almost every week he buys his favorite football newspaper.
Oh yes, one more thing about Evi, it turns out that she was my best friend in Kindergarten, almost two years of schooling, I just found out that Evi and Alex were in the same school with me. I'm happy, it's been a long time since I've been looking for them. It's just that they are now nerds, and don't like to play and hang out and what is certain is that their looks have really changed and I really can't recognize them anymore.
Moreover, Alex, almost the same as Agung, if he saw me or the exposure, he would have looked down, either embarrassed, or looking for something that had fallen on the floor. If you don't get reprimanded, you definitely don't want to admonish first, is that funny? These are the types of guys I really like, full of question marks and challenges, clever and charismatic. Apart from the two of them, actually I have another boy who is wanted, his name is Iskandar. I managed to get close to being his friend and best friend. He's a cute kid, though not very smart. But it's good if you look at it, he's my daddy's friend's son too. Sometimes from time to time he discussed daddy's problem.Because our daddy is close friends. Somehow in the dictionary of my life, it feels anti to tell a man first. But sometimes, if our feelings of love are not reciprocated, the result is unrequited love. That's what often happens to me. I want to say I'm embarrassed, but it hurts here, maybe in my heart, when I see our crush going out with our own best friend, oh the world is funny sometimes all the storylines.This afternoon, Catur invited me to play in Pekalongan. Yes, Catur, Sinta and Erki often play at my house, maybe there is nothing wrong if I occasionally go to their house as a return of gratitude all this time. Before leaving, I didn't forget to let my father and mother go first, they said there were lots of plants and flowers, I was free to choose for free at the flower center they had as a gift for mom later, mom really likes flowers, every time you take care of it because maybe lonely I don't have a younger brother. I'll call daddy on the nearest payphone only. So that mom and dad don't worry and look for me why haven't they come home from school.
After they allowed, we rushed to play. Our journey is quite far, taking city transportation twice and traveling about an hour. We met Sinta, she is Erki's cousin, because their relationship was long and close, we got to know her cousins. There is Wulan there is Sinta. And this afternoon, Erki wants to meet me with Agung and Miftah, both are still friends and distant relatives.
Pekalongan is a very beautiful village, famous for its centers of ornamental plants and fruits, I was invited to tour by them so much fun, I was confused about what flowers to choose to bring home later. There are many sellers of ornamental plants and fruits here, including my friends' parents. I was brought some flowers by them, for mom, mom is very happy to plant various flowers in my house. After getting tired of going around and choosing various flowers, Erki took us to Miftah's house, and they introduced her to me. Miftah looks a little slang, her hair is in the middle and her clothes are really fashionable. Half an hour later, another brother Agung came and they introduced me to him. Agung is quite handsome and white, for his appearance he looks simple, so excited after being introduced to him. It just so happens that his name is the same as Agung, my Kindergarten friend. Oh my God, why are two Agung that I know so handsome and charming? Oops, it looks like I'm getting shaky.
Because it was late afternoon I continued to go home. Surely mom and dad have been waiting for me. Because it saved me time, Miftah escorted me home on her brother's motorbike at the request of Catur and Ms. Erki. Desperate, a 3rd grader in junior high school brings a motorbike, hopefully he won't get a ticket by the police when we are on the road. Yes, we just walked down the village road to make it safe.
"Sin, do you have a boyfriend yet?"
"Not yet, Mif.""Ah really, is such a beautiful child still alone?""Hehehehe, yes on my own, just deliver it Mif, don't ask too many questions afraid to fall later.""Yes, beautiful child, pretty bitchy, huh?""It's always been bitchy.""Oops, how proud you are."Miftah kept teasing me while on the road, how fun was her child. But the charm of the initial meeting with Agung was still lingering in my mind. Indeed, Agung looks simpler than Miftah, Miftah is cute, cool, and slang looks different from Agung, he looks a bit humble, I just went to school on a bicycle, but how come I like it. Ohh, I could imagine his face, Oops did I fall in love again. Meanwhile, my feelings for Iskandar, Iwan, Alex and Agung, my Kindergarten friends, are still one-sided. And the status is only friends but intimate only.
"Oh, is complicated.”
"Assalamualaikum."
"Waalaikum, greetings Sin, how come you played it so late in the evening?""Yes, Mom, usually Catur, Wulan and Sinta took them round and round to stop by their house. Here Mom, they brought flowers gifts.""Oh yes? Let me see, well, this is a new type, you don't have one yet.""Yes Mom, they deliberately choose what you don't have at home, there are Black slanted, waves of love and Cambodia, Japan, Mom.""Say thank you tomorrow from Mom.""Yes, Mom.""Alright, take a shower, get ready to recite the newspaper and evening prayer with Daddy.""Yes, okay."Mom and Daddy always pampered, they never scolded me at all, different from other friends. Sometimes I accidentally overhear their fights with their siblings, it's really busy, it's fun, it's different from me, who only makes friends with dolls and bolsters when I'm at home. Sometimes it occurred to me that if I had a brother or sister like them they might not be lonely like this. But all my friends and companions are very nice. They really love me, just like my own brother.
Ops, today as usual, after school there will be an extra-curricular dance, while the Catur has Tai Kwon Do practice, we will return home from activities around 15.00 WIB. Stay home together and together with my daddy.
"Sin, I was about to go to school, I met Agung."
"Where's great?""Agung Pekalongan.""Oh yes, on ... on.""Yes, he said that this afternoon there is a badminton championship at your daddy's office.""What time is the Tur?""Yes, starting from this morning, when it's finished this afternoon.""Yes, we'll come home from school before we go there extra-curricular, Ok, let's just pretend to watch it.""Ehmmm, just say you want to cheer up Agung, right?""Yes, yes, that is you understand, Miss.""Lol."After school, I, Catur, Maria and Ervina hurried to play to my father's office. As usual, I pretended to apple in daddy first.
"Sir, there is Sintia."
I heard Rini's aunt gave daddy news about my presence in the office yard.
"Oh yes Rin, thank you."
Daddy walked, came out of the room to us.
"Why Sin?"
"It's okay Dad, I want to eat fried snacks, Mr. Rahmat Pa, it's big, as well as I want to see a badminton match between junior high schools first.""Oh yeah, will you come home with Daddy at 15.00 WIB?""Yes, go home together with Daddy, Daddy just wait here, let us pick up later.""Yes, that's it, Daddy wants to continue working, there are still many files of Aunt Rini that you need to check and sign.""Ok Dad."We rushed to the hall behind my daddy's office, it was seen that there were lots of people lining up to compete and it looked very crowded. We looked right and left, approximately where Agung was. Suddenly someone tapped us on the shoulder from behind.
"Hay ...."
We looked back. It was Agung who slapped Catur and me on the shoulder.
"Hi Gung, who do we think that was?"
"What are you doing here?""Just want to watch for fun, while resting.""I see, let's sit down.""Yes Gung, here we bring warm fried foods, let's eat together.""You know, Tur, it's just right, I'm a little hungry. Who are the two new friends, by the way, how come they just keep quiet?""Lol, they really are like that, if they don't ask, they won't talk.""Damn you Tur, introduce me my name is Ervina.""Agung.""If I'm Maria.""Agung.""Have you played yet Gung?""Already this morning, we will go up to the finals at 2 o'clock here.""Ehmmm, it's cool. Get to the filter to the final?""Alhamdulillah, because since I was little I liked sports, including badminton and soccer.""Oh, I see.""Come on, it's about 13.00 WIB, we'll be late again, the corner will be continued later, at 15.00.""Is, what's the corner!"Agung and I blushed because they teased us.
"Yes Gung, let's go first, later in the afternoon if we are free to hang out in front."
"Ok. Tur, get ready, God willing."We hurried to leave my daddy's office, half running, because we were almost late.
"Ye, new crush, right Sin?"
"Is he new?""Is, what are you guys, the others aren't sure, so it's not a Sin. I'm looking for a new crush again.""Lol ... Vin, just look at Catur's behavior with Sintia, if you don't have a boyfriend in your life you won't be busy.""Lol.""It's crowded when you're crying because of a breakup, huh?""Just look at this, the one who teases tomorrow is not. I'll buy you chicken noodles""When? Is Sintia , I'll come with you.""Yes later, if I go out.""Ah, long .."I also continue my activities. Fina and Maria practice marching, they don't have the talent to dance, it's different with me, Nicky and Tika, while the sporty gilr Catur is practicing Tai Kwon Do, with Yeni and Yayuk. For me dancing is fun, it can make me feel calm and happy. I started dance lessons since Elementary School. Learning the Menjangan dance and the prayer dance from his first origins. Now I am exploring typical Lampung dances, including the Bedana, Bedana Lunik, Sembah dances and Melinting dances. The name of our dance teacher is Sri Wiji, she is very kind, friendly and gentle. In the future, we will appear at various school events such as farewells or dance competitions between schools, isn't that exciting? After dancing, we gathered to go home from school, only Fina was not walking together towards my daddy's office, because her house was in the opposite direction to us. I, Catur and Maria purposely drove by daddy's car, saving money. W
This Sunday morning, my mother and I took my father to his regular doctor. O Allah, it is sad to see that you have to swallow such a large and large amount of medicine all the time. And daddy still strengthens himself to drive his favorite old car. "Dad, how much money do you still have?""Not many Mom, only a few more sheets.""Yes, be patient Dad. I hope there is a provision of Allah from the others.""Yes Mom.""Sin, let's just go to the supermarket, we can't take a walk yet. We'll buy bread and fruit for Daddy.""Yes, actually Daddy wants to take Sintia to the beach. It's definitely fun, sometime right Sin?""Yes Mom, yes Dad. Anytime if daddy is healthy." Honestly, after knowing my father's condition was quite severe, I was very afraid to ask for anything. Sometimes mom often offers me food, toys or clothes every shopping time, but if they don't insist on buying it, I won't ask for it. Poor mom and dad, you definitely have to spend a lot
It seems Catur met Miftah this morning, and this afternoon Miftah wants to visit my daddy at the hospital. I'm a little dizzy I study and do assignments at school, maybe because I don't get enough rest. After finishing school, I, Catur, Fina, Maria and several other friends visited my daddy. They are always united and always try to entertain and fill my day. Not long, they only took about 30 minutes to visit their daddy, indeed they were limited because he was quite seriously ill and needed more rest by the doctor. Looks Miftah coming, she smiled at me. Say hello to me, Catur and daddy. I don't know what he brought for my daddy various, maybe breads, pastries, milk and fruits. Really he was generous to me. And for a long time accompanying us, it looks like the adult side is starting to grow up, talking very intimately with my father. The clock didn't feel like it was 16.00 in the afternoon, Catur and I were getting ready to go home, so was Miftah. We sa
I'll have a dance competition today, it's quite a busy morning. I prepared some equipment such as a thin and comfortable shirt that I will use for my underwear when I get dressed up later. I didn't forget to put in some make-up equipment, a comb and a corset. The corset is the most important asset for us as dancers. So that the cloth and kebaya that we use can look neat and comfortable to wear. You can't miss it, you can take off my cloth later. "Sin, Daddy can't see Sintia appear right, sorry Daddy is not feeling well, and in the office there are some files that Daddy has to work on.""Yes Dad, it's okay.""But Dad still takes Sintia to school first, okay?" Daddy hurried to get ready, he gave in leaving early so he could take me first to prepare for the grooming for the next stage. While mom chose to go to noon on her motorbike. Because there is still a lot of homework. At 06.00 sharp, I arrived at school, it was very, very quiet. Only Wiji and Nicky's
"Sin, let's wake up already midday!""Yes Mom, just a moment yes Mom, still very sleepy.""We'll be late, let's take a shower! mom also wants to go to be a jury."The clock shows 05.00 yes, sure enough, as fast as lightning we have to get ready at 06.30 we have to be at the starting line and ready for the marching race later. Daddy kindly escorted us, although I'm sure it must be very tired and it's still too early for activities. But Daddy was used to getting up at dawn, even though he was sick or not sick, it was the same. Daddy is very obedient in carrying out his 5 daily prayers. Daddy is the perfect figure for me.When Line-Lining.We were almost too late, we arrived five minutes before the game's departure. The other friends were ready to line up neatly, we ran closer to the line. Tidy up hats, clothes and definitely tie shoelaces tightly. So that when the race does not fall and get stuck. Yeni served as team leader, she was already loo
Daddy's health continues to decline, this afternoon while joking with mom there are a few complaints and an implicit message that he tells us. "You're tired, every day you swallow the doctor's medicine, it's already big and there are more and more types!""Daddy , why do you say that? Be patient, Dad.""Yes Mom, it's been sick for decades until everything we have is used up.""Yes, be patient, Dad. Mom also knows that some savings, gold, land, motorbikes, cars have been sold, but all for the sake of Daddy, for the sake of my father's health, Mom asked Daddy to continue to be enthusiastic and fight his illness.""Yes, sorry for Sintia if Daddy dies now Mom.""Daddy, what are you talking about!""If later, Daddy is sick again, don't take him to Imanuel Hospital or Rajawali Bandung anymore Mom, Daddy is resigned, only a necklace is left, a necklace of remembrance of our dowry.""Don't say that Dad, hopefully there will always be sustenance la
Tonight, mom called me to come closer to him mom opened the wallet that was tucked in the closet in her room. "Sin, this is 500,000 for your study tour.""Yes, Mom." I took the money that mom gave, whether I wanted to come along or not to be honest, I wasn't too excited to go, even if only for a moment from mom. Since daddy was not there, I feel sorry for Mom. Tonight I fell asleep, I don't know how many months and nights I was sad to cry over my father's departure. Catur and Maria often spend the night at my house now, sometimes they avoid family fights but more often because they want to be together and comfort my sadness. I decided to cut my long hair with my distinctive style as a Cleopatra, now I choose a short side as my hairstyle, my favorite dress has changed, I choose jeans and a T-shirt or shirt, I feel more like a girl, not just a mom's child and a new big gilr. again. The next day, I wanted to register for a study tour, it's just that a
Finally I graduated from Middle School, my body was limp to see that the grades weren't what I expected, it's sad that I felt a little disappointed. My overall exam score averaged only 36.5. Failed my hopes of getting into my favorite Public High School 1. In the school that I dreamed of, the minimum score had to be around 39-40, really the best score. Hopefully you can still enter other Public High Schools in my little town. "Don't be sad, Sin, let's try registering with other Public High Schools, ok?""Yes Mom, it's a shame my grades are not optimal.""Yes, the most important thing is maximum effort.""Yes Mom.""Where are you going in now?""Try first to Public Senior High School 2 and Senior High School 3 Mom." I ventured to register to the two schools. Mom accompanied me to register there. Next week there will be announcements of new admissions simultaneously. Catur and Maria enter Public High School 2, while Fina and Nicky enter Priva