Chapter 54 You are still as beautiful as my beautiful lover.

When she confessed to me that she was pregnant, I didn't know how to react, at some point I dreamed of having children with her, I dreamed of asking her to be my wife, that future I see it getting closer and closer and that she would have another man's child.

I simply could not stand it, I became furious, my body could not tolerate such deception, so my reaction was to make her suffer, to shout everything I hated her, how much I suffered for her, I did not want her to realize how much I love her and I still love her.

I would have given everything, absolutely everything, for that baby to be mine, I would give her the world, I would have the universe at her feet and I would become her slave, nothing would make me the happiest man in the world, but I have to accept that this is not and never will be.

From that moment I went back to my life before, parties, alcohol and women, many women to forget those nights of passion in my bed, w