Martins pulled away for days and I observed he felt a strong desire to be close. He felt his passionate longing for love. Just like a stretched rubber, he came back to me.It's 6 am and a day off for Martin. "I can't live without you." He soliloq
"What says the time honey..."Martin checked on his watch and answered. "8 am sharp."I took in a deep breath. "We have the day all to ourselves. So... what's next? Honey, what's next?""I don't know, I mean, I have no idea of what's next?""Okay how about I ask you questions and you answer, you can ask me questions and I'll answer, how about that?""It's great.""So here's my first question, what do you think you can give me at this moment?""I don't know, you tell me.""Don't get me angry, I need an answer to my question and I don't know doesn't count.""I said I don't know."I shot the gun on his finger as he yelped in pain."This is what happens when you don't give me a good reply to my questions. Uh... are you still crying honey, am sorry." A smirk plastered on my face. "You're a real man, real men don't cry, but your crying like a baby." I laughed hysterically."You find this funny. You find your madness f
"What do you think was wrong with our relationship?" I asked."I was typically giving in our relationship what I want while you were giving what you want.""So who is to be blamed then, nobody right?""Yeah, nobody.""Can we start over then?""You shot my finger but starting over would be great."We both laughed."Am sorry, I just had to make you understand." I placed the gun on the ground."So that's why you put on this act.""Yeah, but I was hurt. I felt I give but do not get back.""I felt that way too.""I felt more like my love is unacknowledged and unappreciated.""Don't get me wrong, we were both giving love but not in the desired manner. I was very angry with you, I was annoyed when you asked lots of caring questions or when you expressed concern. I felt controlled and I wanted space.""You know, if I was offered that kind of support I would be appreciative. It was confusing for me back then.
I never told him of my past as a whore. We were just starting afresh and everything seemed to be moving well until the past came knocking.Michael decided to watch porn with me one faithful night, then a video popped, it was a video of me being uploaded on xvideo.com.His face got blacker and blacker and at this point, I didn't know what to expect."You know that I hate lies, I have never lied to you." He dropped his phone, having seen enough."I didn't want you to know."His phone beeped with a notification as he saw another video of me on xvideo.com."Please honey, this was my past and I don't want it to affect my present."My mind raced on thoughts; Who is doing this? Who wants to ruin my marriage? This video is from the hotel I normally have sex. Am so foolish to not have known that the hotel has hidden cameras."Did your parents know you're a whore?" He asked in anger."What are you saying, none of my family knew."."
Detective Mark closed the door to his office and sat down with the faxed autopsy report for Martin Peter.The external examination had revealed bruising on the right wrist. The medical examiner had found flakes of skin beneath his fingernails, signs of a struggle.Detective Mark pushed the files over to the detective sitting next to him. "I have reasons to believe that she killed him. But we haven't concluded. I don't still understand why she will kill her husband, am still trying to wrap my head around this but we can't just charge her with murder from what we saw, the two must-have struggled with the gun."Detective Rex nodded. "I have few questions to ask her. Maybe it can be self-defence from domestic violence or maybe it was deliberate.""Or perhaps a sexual assault. Maybe he was trying to rape her. But what if she doesn't talk.""We need her to talk, I'll go bring her in." Detective Rex starts for the door."Don't forget to get a coffee."
I had been thinking of the poem writer all the time. I wished to meet him in person. I wondered how he'd look like.The attorney general told my mom that my case is a case of murder and proceedings should follow up. My mom had to find a defence attorney for my case.Raymond Mcman the defence attorney, recommended by my mom. I was going to see him today, gosh I almost forgot.I knocked once and stepped inside the office to find a young defence attorney leaning against the desk with his back to me, going through a file. I cleared my throat. "Mr Raymond Mcman.""Vanessa." He turned his full attention to me, smiling. "Have a seat."Raymond Mcman is tall and handsome. He had the kind of face that would have the people passing on the street stop and look back twice. He looked like he was fresh out of fashion tv, I bet both women and gays wished he'd fucked them.I like my man big and I sighted a huge bulge on his trouser, he is endowed.The way he
"I'm doctor Great, your psychiatrist, it's nice to meet you."He nodded to a chair and I sank into it.Suddenly one Facebook message dropped, I had to check it and it was another beautiful poem.Your beauty is ecstasyGiving me intense pleasureYour beauty is eternityGazing at itself in every image of youYour beauty is heart enflamedBurning me in your eyes which one shade the more and one ray the lessYour beauty is soul enchantedFilming like brilliant irregular rainbows in the memory of your image which I see though I close my eyesYour beauty is life when life unveils your faceVenessa, your beauty is garden forever in bloom and a flock of angels in flight"Your words are too beautiful for this mortal earth." I soliloquized."Do you say anything?""No." I looked up at him and kept my phone in my handbag.""So how are feeling?""I'm feeling okay.""Are you eating all righ
This morning I decided to burn all that belonged to Martin. Just then, I found a small box. I opened the box to see photos from his childhood days, but what got my attention was the white sheet of papers that I didn't pick up.It was poems. I reminisced Martin used to send me poems when we started dating, but the poems am holding doesn't possess Martin's writing and Martin is not a romantic type as I've discovered when we got married, but another possessed Martin's writing.At the end of every poem with different writing, I saw the name of the writer, Raymond Mcman.It all made sense that Raymond Mcman was the original writer from what I read,Vanessa,You are enough to drive a saint to madness or a king to his knees.The way you stand tall, your strength and your undying beauty amaze me.Though storm clouds hover above you, your branches span the sky.In search of the radiant sunlight, you count on to survive.When t