Annaās DiaryAugust 12 2013 I smelt him today. The scent hit me so strong while I was in the forest walking around after I caught Xavier again sitting at the beach looking at that god forsaken ocean. Heās been going there a lot especially since she left. I thought her leaving would make things easi
āAthena" I whispered, my mind is in just a fog, this was not my intention when she came in here. I knew I had a feeling that she was going to reject, and the only thought I had in mind was that I needed to stop I couldnāt let her reject me, at least not yet. I shake my head out of the fog, and I lo
It took me awhile to get down to the beach, I wondered aimesly around thinking about what happened back in Xavier office. I hate myself for it, it should have never happened, God how could I be so stupid I mean I let him touch me and I hate myself for it. No thats not true I hated myslef because I
I looked around making sure that Chase or Zack weren't there I couldn't deal with them not after what happened with Xavier, even though they told me that they were coming but you never know mates can be very convincing, I would know."There not here" Leah said " We told you they weren't coming, and
"So tell me about yourself" Leah said while we are sitting on the beach, we created a little bonfire and laid out towels and now watching the stars on sky. After a full day at the beach, I was relaxed I felt amazing, even after my crying session out in the ocean. Kristen had to leave because my brot
I looked at her maybe if I have a friend I could finally not feel so lonely, it felt good to open up to Leah even if its only half of the story"I would love for you to be my friend" I whisperedShe smiled at me big and clapped and yelled a "yay" I just laughed at her" Athena you don't need to tell
"What" I stuttered out, this is my sisters memorial the place where she had those rogues kill her, I looked around again not believing it. His eyes are blood shot and heās stumbling a little and I can smell the alcohol from him."Did you do this?" I said "It's beautiful Xavier" I couldn't stop looki
"Xavier, Listen to me, you don't mean what you are saying, you are drunk right now, and it is the liqour that is speaking, you are not even going to remember this in the morning, so please stop" I said"Athena" he whispered again"Xavier" I said not knowing what to say, I grabbed his hand made him l