Xaviers POVI tug on my jeans and begin to pace back and forth running my fingers through my hair, How could I let this happen, it was so wrong but it felt so good, we fit perfectly with each other, like two pieces to a puzzle, her touch burned me with fire and looking into her eyes and seeing all t
"Becuase I belonged to Anna I always have and will""Stop lying to youself " Simon huffed angirly blocking me No I'm not, I can't be lying if I'm lying that means I broke my promise to Anna and I can't break my promise to Anna. I get to the memorial of Anna's and I shift back grab a pair of shorts
I walk up the stairs to my room holding myself, I'm just in my bra and jeans, I didn't even put on my sneakers I left them on the beach, I just had to get out of there for the first time the beach wasn't my safe haven it was the place I wanted to get away from the most. My tears have long dried up,
Anna, Did you do something? I think to myself.I sit and cry in the corner of the shower till the water turns cold, I get up wipe my tears like I haven't been crying for god knows how long, I put on my towel, get out of the bathroom. I walk to my bed lay down and curl up in my towel and look out my
1 month laterI can feel the sun shinning through my windows with my eyes closed, I open them and look out the window for awhile before getting out of bed. I hop into the shower, wash my hair get out and put some clothes on. I walk downstairs and into the kitchen I ignore everyone in there except L
"I'm fine. I’m okay. I’m just numb.” I smile and close my eyes slowly and whisper out “ It feels good not to feel anything.” I say again. “No,no,no" he whispers while grabbing onto my face eyes eyes searching mine for some kind of life"Please , Athena" he whimpers, what does he expect after everyt
"Come on sweetie, lets go up to your room" she tells me while she lifts me up and continues to hug me I just nod and and go with my mama upstairs, we walk into my room and she lays me down on hte bed and she hold onto me tight like when I used to have nightmares and she used to come in and hold me
Monica’s POV (This is her POV during Athena’s numbness)I have made many mistakes these last couple of years, especially when it came to my kids. I would do absolutely anything for them, they are a part of me and Simon. I thought by supporting my kids through the good or the bad, or even when there