My Next Door Mate 41

Ryan stood at the top of the roof in his wolf form as he howl out loud like the beast he was, yes his howl was scary and even his standing position was, his furry but hard hair was creepy too and he was looking like a vicious Alpha, but he knew deep down how useless he was.

Maybe his mother was right. Maybe going home would improve him, maybe he can be the scary and strong Alpha they were all expecting to take the throne. Maybe all he needed was to listen.

He crookedly paced round the roof as he continued thinking, panting like a tired wolf. He tried imagining his mum expression to Sasha's good news.

Maybe all he needed was to explain to his mother, his predicament. Explain that he was scared to go back to wolf duties after three years, explain that him not finding his mate earlier had weakened him, explain that he felt more weakener when he saw Lisa, explain that he wanted to be human fully and not wolf anymore as he was not capable, explain that he wanted t