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"Why didn't you told me about it?" I asked. Naaalala ko ang nangyari noong huling pagkikita namin. I remembered witnessing him shook his hand with that girl na fiancee niya pala. 

You said ako lang ang kalandian mo, pero bakit ganoon? Bakit parang kilala mo siya? 

"You lied to me. You said you aren't fixed to a arrange marriage! But you knew you are! At tanggap mo? Tanggap mo na siya ang pakakasalan mo?" Sigaw ko. Nagflashback sa utak ko ang nangyari noong gabing iyon. The way he stared blankly at me and when he removed my hold on him. 

"You were angry because I lied to you, because I kept it from you, dahil hindi ko sinabi sayo na alam kong ikakasal ako sa iba. But you lied to me too, Kalle. You lied to me." The pain came back. Parang bumalik lahat ng sakit na nadama ko noong gabing iyon. 

Gusto kong ilabas lahat ng hinanakit ko. But I don't want him to know everything. Kung malalaman niya ang lahat, malalaman niya