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Gumaan ang loob ko sa kanya. Nagawa ko pang ikwento ang storya namin ni Nicholas. But at the last part of our story I started crying. Tangina! Last part na talaga 'yun? That's the end? Naiyak ako lalo.
"Its hard, it's painful, and complicated. And wala kang kasiguraduhan sa feelings ni Nicholas sa'yo. But if you're destined for each other. Tadhana at panahon na ang gagawa ng paraan para maging kayo sa huli."
Lumunok ako ng laway at kinalma ang sarili ko. Sobrang focus ako sa pakikinig sa kanya. She gave me a warm smile.
"You have to be strong. We shouldn't give up on love."
"But I'm the only one who's in love."
Inirapan niya ako at bumuntong hininga.
"I told you, you are not sure about the feelings of Nicholas. You didn't ask him what he feels for you. He didn't said he doesn't love you but he also didn't said what his real feelings for you."
"He left! Hindi ako mahal 'nun kung
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Tumabi ako sa kanya, nginitian. He smiled at me too at nakita kong kumakain na at kausap itong si ate. Kumuha ako sa fries na nasa harapan ko at kinain iyon. Kanina pa ako kain ng kain. "Buti nakapunta ka? Don't you have a graduation party too?" Sabi ko sa kanya habang ngumunguya. "Hindi naman sabay ang graduation natin. Next week pa kami." I heard him say. Oo nga pala. "Saka baka magwala ka kapag hindi ako sumipot sa graduation party mo." Rinig kong sabi niya. Nag-uumpisa ng magmayabang at mang-asar. His hair is now long too. Pero ang sa may likod ang pinapahaba niya. "Ano bang course natapos mo? Bachelor in hindi pinili?" He said teasingly. Siniko ko siya, tumawa naman. "Graduate ka din naman sa course na 'yun next week." Bulong ko pero alam kong narinig niya. Umalis kami doon, pumunta sa sala kung nasaan ang ibang bisita. Napasimangot ako nang makita si Nicholas kasama
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I'm wearing a terno hoodie and a skirt. I've been addicted to jackets and hoodies. And I can't wear fitted shirt or crop top. My belly is a bit bloated than usual. Lumaki ng kaunti kain kasi ako ng kain. Not that bloated, my abs disappeared but it still feels hard when you tap it. Wala na akong ibang ginawa kundi kumain. Naiinip na ako sa condo walang magawa. Si Gina naman busy sa paghahanap ng trabaho. Me? I don't know if I'll work in our company. Two weeks palang akong graduate. I don't wanna work immediately. I want a vacation first. "Did your attitude changed or you're really like that? Ngayon ko lang napansin dahil ngayon nalang tayo ulit naging close?" I heard my sister asked. "Ewan." Tamad kong sabi at kumain nalang saka tumingin sa bintana. She has this weird stares at me. "Did you had your period last month?" She suddenly asked. "Not yet. Why do you ask?" Nagtataka kong tanong. Umiling lang
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Q POV "Ho?" Tanging nagawa kong sabihin. "Kailangan niyong malaman ang totoo. Tanging ang katotohanan lang ang makakatulong at magbibigay ng kapayapaan at kaligayahan sa inyo." Matapos niyang sabihin iyon at ngumiti uli ng malawak ay naglakad na siya palayo. I watched as she walked away. Naalis lang ang tingin sa kanya nang hawakan ako ni Trev. He have this worried look at me and I know he's thinking deep too. "Don't mind her, don't mind what she said. Baka baliw iyon." He said calmly pero alam ko ring nagdadalawang isip siya at bahagyang naniwala sa ginang. "Kumain na tayo. Okaya bumalik na sa resort, baka hinahanap narin nila tayo." Seryosong sabi niya habang inaayos ang dulo ng sleeves ng damit ko. "Let's go." He said softly, hindi parin kasi ako umiimik at gumagalaw. Nakatulala lang ako. I don't know, but a part of me believed what she said. I was like hypnot
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Q POV "You okay?" I heard a man ask. Kinabahan ako. Akala ko kung sino. Akala ko si Nicholas pero nakahinga ng maluwag nang makita na si Trev iyon. Tumango ako sa tanong niya. Hindi na kami nag-imikan pagkatapos noon. Buong maghapon akong tahimik. Iniisip parin ang sinabi ni manang kahapon. Pinagnamasdan ko ang alon ng dagat. Nakaupo ako sa buhanginan na may nakalatag na blanket. Trevor suddenly came and sat beside me. "You're thinking about what the creepy manang said, right?" I heard him asked. Hindi ko naiwasan magreact sa sinabi niya, napalingon ako sa kanya and by the way he reacted and with the look on his face alam niyang totoong iniisip ko nga ang tungkol doon. "Is there a possibility it's true?" He asked serious in a low tone. I licked my lips and gulped. Hindi ko siya nasagot. "Let's go to the hospital." He suddenly said. Ma
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Q POV Napansin ko ngang nanginginig ang kamay niya kaninang hawak ang PT habang binabasa ang instruction. Bumuntong hininga ako. I'm nervous too. Mas kabado ako. Inalis ko ang tingin sa kanya tumitig sa mga PT na nasa kama. "What if buntis nga ako?" Mahinang tanong ko. Kinakabahan ako, hindi ko na alam ang iisipin ko. He put down the PT and looked at me. "A baby is a blessing." I heard him say. "Narinig mo ang sinabi ni manang manghuhula kahapon? She said you've been given a gift. A baby is a gift. I'd be happy if I'll have a baby." Rinig kong sabi niya hindi nakatakas ang saya sa huling sinabi niya. "But this baby is not yours." Malungkot at pajoke kong sabi sa kanya. Nawala ang ngiti sa labi niya, napalitan iyon ng pag-aalala at anxiousness. He held my hand. "I know it's not mine. Hindi naman tayo nag-ano, niyayakap kita oo pero hanggang doon lang.
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NICHOLAS POV "I'll teach that section." I said straight to them and voluntarily. I grabbed that chance quickly. I feel like I'm lucky because one of her subject teacher needs to take a leave and now they need a substitute teacher. I'll take the opportunity. Damn! I feel so excited, I don't know why. Nalaman ko lang na I'll be teaching in her class I felt giddy and happy. This woman, anong ginawa niya sakin? But my first day teaching in her class, she was late. I tried so hard to focus on my work, which is being a professional teacher. But my mind is clouded by her. I wasn't thinking of anything else other than thinking of the possible reasons why she's not yet here? Why she's not attending this class? Or is she going to attend this class? Based on the information I gathered she's part of this class and she's supposed to be here but I don't see her! I'm getting frustrated right now. I int
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Q POV "I'm relieved you look happy." He said sincerely. "I'm happy!" I said unbelieving, but then my happiness turned into a sadness. What now? I'm pregnant what should I do now? What will happen? Anong mangyayari kapag nalaman na nila na buntis ako? What will Nicholas say? What will he do? What will he react? Is he going to be happy too? Is he going to accept the baby in my womb? Or is he going to deny it? Baka magalit siya. Napapikit ako nang mariin at napasabunot sa sarili ko. He doesn't want a child. Ayaw na ayaw niyang mabuntis ako. He made me take contraceptives. Pinabili niya ako ng pills para hindi ako mabuntis. Ayaw niya! Ayaw niyang mabuntis ako. He f*cking doesn't want a child. He'll never want a child with me. Lalo na sa sitwasyon namin. Ang gulo na lalo pang gugulo. What will my father say? What will mom react? Si ate? Is she going to scold me? Ang ama ko, itatakwil niya ba ako?
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Q POV Sinabi ko kagabi kay Trev na matutulog na ako pero hindi naman ako kaagad natulog. I cried so hard pero kinalma rin ang sarili dahil naisip ko si baby. Baka mapano siya kapag umiyak ako ng umiyak. Two days passed by so slow and at the same time fast. Wala akong ginawa kung hindi tumulala, matulog, kumain, nalilibang lang kapag iniinis ni Trev at kapag iniinis ko ang mga anak ni ate. Speaking of Trev 'asaan na ba iyon? Nagugutom na ako. I am here in their living room, hinihintay siya. Ang gago ang tagal gumising. He didn't bug me, hindi niya ako kinulit na sabihin sa kanila ang totoo. He was just extra caring pero minsan nakakalimutan din na buntis ako at sumosobra ang pang-aasar. Naiinip na akong naghihintay dito. It's 10 o'clock hindi pa ako nag-aalmusal. Gusto ko kasi kasabay si Trev kaya hindi ako kumain kanina. Tinadtad ko na siyang ng text. Tinatawag ko na ngayon hindi man lang sumasagot. Naiin
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