Chapter Thirty Nine - I'm Not Childish and a Hoe

Love...

What was it? And how did you know that you was truly in love with someone? When do you know? Does that person posses a different kinda thing. Are they unique? How? How do you know that someone is yours truly?

Love was confusing sometimes, I mean there were a lot of these different reasons for liking someone in one's head or even heart... but how do you actually know which one to really listen to?

Layla and Kathy were both my friends before any of these feelings surfaced. So how do you know which one to follow in this case? I loved them both in different ways... and Kathy more now that I was here and our chemistry was just beyond explanation..

So why did I feel like this? Why did I feel bad for Layla for actually being with someone else and not her?

I sighed and threw myself in bed. It was Thursday and it sucked like hell... Rehearsals were I don't know, a bit weird or intense since