Bitter sweet memories

Lucy’s POV

Since when he last holds me tight like what he was doing right now? I can’t even remember when is it, his warm big gentle hand gives me some butterflies in my stomach back then but right now, all I can feel is nervousness.

There is no gentleness while he pulls me outside the room, I can see the tension in his jaw. However, even though I can feel my skin burning from his tight grip I did not pull my hand. I can’t even say that he should let go of my hand, I’m scared.

I’m damn scared that if I say something like that, He will not only let go of my hand but everything we have… everything we STILL have.

If only I know that everything will change between us, in the very first place I won’t let my heart sink deep in love with him. When I thought that fate will help us to make our relationship better and strong, it was not.

Fate is the one that ruins everything.

I thought we can fight the destiny they called, but it’s not.

It’s hard.

“Why did you let that happen, Lucy?” I only ba