I will wait

Beatrix’s POV

I asks for another chance and prayed for his life, but I forgot to ask to give us a better time to start over. I’d never thought that one day, all the fear will eat my whole being. I was afraid that one day when he opens his eyes again, he doesn’t remember me anymore.

I can’t even bring myself to ask him if he still knows who I am, all I can do is look at him in the eyes until he closed them again. The fear was rushing in every corner of my body, whenever I close my eyes, all I can see is him without someone.

I kept having the nightmare, the same one every single second I tried to sleep. I call his name, I keep shouting and shouting but he never looks at me even once. As I try to hold his hand, he will dodge it and glare at me, asking who I am and what I want.

Thanks to his family, I still have the courage to make it through the day and night. But I don’t know how long I can do it, I can feel that my mind was already tired