RaytonMy head was throbbing as I opened my eyes as if it were hit by something hard, the bright of the morning entering inside the window bringing light into the room where I was. I struggled to remember everything that happened yesterday. The only thing I remember is the image of her with my thing in her mouth ... F*ck! I was so carried away by my anger and emotions, now it looks like I still have to apologize to her. No matter how angry I was I shouldn’t have done that.I just brushes my face with my palms because of the frustration I was feeling, how can I face and talk to her if I can’t get out of my head about how she’s freaking hot at those times?I must be a real pervert Alpha, Fooled and all but still thinking about something naughty.Damn it!Even though I felt weakness in my whole body and the reluctance to get out of bed, I push myself to get up and went down. Everywhere I looked around the room I could only see Beatrix, I massaged my temples in distress.I need to calm do
RaytonI walked a long way down to where the kitchen was, as I stayed, I gradually became acquainted with the winding hallways.As usual, the servants are doing their daily routine in the morning, I greeted the servants assigned to keep the surroundings clean and the ones taking care of the plants.“Oh, are you alone? It’s new, did Beatrix already tired of going back and forth just to make sure I can’t go near you?”So early in the morning and here his smug face greeting me made my day even worst, I almost rolled my eyes up out of frustration.“She’s already come to get me but I said I will just follow her after I get dressed, Byron, are you not tired of always peeping into my life? Watching every detail of my every day, aren’t you feeling boring?” I make my tone sarcastically worried, I’m done with them and I can’t act anymore and accept their idiotic way of thinking.“Not at all, Beltran said you are interesting Alpha. I’ve never met someone who makes Beltran thinks that way. I will
BeatrixI've done everything that Father wants, please the wolves in our pack, respect the elders even if they didn't deserve it; forget how to be happy and who I am. Despite all that, he let Beltran decide?!“I cannot accept this decision! How can you say that right in front of my face? Beltran, stop saying nonsense, you will give the position as leader to Rayton after the wedding, why?” I couldn't help but scream and slap my palm on the table, the other plates on my side fell and shattered but I didn't give damn attention to it.Beltran looked at me as if he just didn’t have to take seriously every word I said.“Beatrix, after the ceremony he will be your husband. It is better if the man will be the leader of the pack while you are by his side supporting his every decision. Our father already agreed about it, and we believe that Rayton can do the thing the leader does because he proved his skill yesterday and even Zafer thinks this is the right decision.”I harshly shook my head in
BeatrixThe coldness of the towel caressing my arm woke me up, Rayton's face was what I immediately saw when I open my eyes even though my vision was still a bit blurred. He just kept what he was doing and didn’t notice that I was awake.Even when I want to speak, it's as if no voice wants to come out of my throat, it’s hurt and dry. “Water,” I whispered. Fortunately, I finally got his attention.“You're awake, I'll get you some water in a moment.” I noticed his haste, he was obviously confused as to what to do.“Rayton, the water is in there on the side of the couch.” My voice is too hoarse, just how long have I been asleep?“Oh right, I’m sorry. I’m just surprised that you finally awake, you lost consciousness and sleep for sixty-two hours but the healer says there is nothing wrong with you.” I can’t see his face, I want to see it while he’s saying those words. I wanted to know what emotion he had if he was worried about me or not.I’m going crazy…“Are you worried?” In the end, I a
BeatrixAfter hearing the words from the servant, I just saw myself running towards Byron's room and quickly knocked loudly on his door. I don’t know why and what is his reason he decided to create some events for all packs to join but knowing Byron he’s up to something that makes me or Rayton in danger!“What now?! Can’t you see I’m busy with something you shouldn’t interrupt?” He said.He was not even wearing clothes and only a small towel covered his delicate part below. How disgusting!“Let’s talk, I don’t care if your balls will explode right now because I interrupted your precious naughty time,” I said in finalization.“Pardon? You wanted to talk to me so you interrupted my sex time, how important is that subject for you to do this?”“Vey important so, you!” I pointed my index finger to the naked woman in his bed, “get out right now before I drag you out on my own.”Her eyes widened and look threatened, she immediately picks her clothes on the floor and get dressed. She left wit
RaytonIt’s a bit awkward to be with Beltran without Beatrix on my side right now, she doesn’t even know about this plan. She’s unconscious for the past sixty-two hours and I can’t bring myself to tell her about it, I know she will be worried again, and stress her out.I wanted to help her with even the smallest thing I can, as her mate… not a lover, I still have to do something for her. Even though she’s too secretive and doesn’t want to open her life to everyone, I convince myself that everything she does and chooses is good for everyone.“Rayton, are you ready?” Beltran asked me, he already wearing his clothes for hunting and the things he needs.“Ah, yes,” I answered.Fortunately, he asked the other commandant to come with us. It’s good for me so I will not feel too much pressure and awkwardness.“Why do you look nervous? Is this your first-time hunting?” One of the commandants talk to me while we were walking down to the woods.“Hmm, no but this is the first time that my hunting
RaytonAs we discussed, we have already prepared the equipment to be used for the hunt. The only problem is that I'm not familiar with the equipment.“You are holding it wrong, this is how it should be. In that case, only you will be hurt.” Another reason why I am stressed is Beltran's voice who has been scolding me for handling it wrong.“Fuck this thing, I don’t know how to use this shit! If I was just hunting, I would just run to chase the target.” I said in frustration.“But we need to hunt without changing our forms, that is why we are using this. Now, do what I said earlier! Straight your arms…”~But before we hunt the target, the water began to trickle down from above. The surroundings began too hard to see due to the darkening of the clouds and the thick fogs began to spread around, little by little our clothes also got wet. Everyone was shocked at the sudden pouring of heavy rain; the weather was just so beautiful earlier.“Should we stop and just find a place to shelter and
RaytonNot again… I don’t want to lose my sanity and let it take over my Alpha instinct and do something I regret later. I can’t hold her even she begs me, all the words coming to her mouth right now… She doesn’t mean it at all.Forcing someone to get into a heat cycle is illegal, pouring your pheromones with an omega who did not give permission is rude. Byron is really out of his mind for doing something like this, and on top of that; it’s Bea, his step-sister!As a low-rank Alpha, the longer I stay behind her right now in this room filled with her strong pheromones… I don’t know how long I can endure everything.Omega’s pheromones are like a toxin, not only for low-rank but also in dominant Alpha. Once the air is polluted by their scent, even if the Alpha didn't want to, he could no longer refuse the urges that would flow through his whole body. And that’s what I avoid the most right now.I don't want to touch and hold her in this kind of situation, again. I don't want to repeat wha