Bratt sank down to the grass next to me, stroking my back. “You saw him?” he asked me. “What did he look like? Are you sure it was him?”“Oh, I’m sure,” I sputtered. I hated that I couldn’t get a grip on myself. “I think I’m sure. H-his hair is a little shorter, but he’s still getting that stupid tan and—and…”I rubbed my shoulder where the pain had suddenly become overwhelming, a searing heat that had sensed his arrival.“I was watching you guys have fun on the ride. Everything was fine, and then it was like I felt him—my shoulder started hurting. When I turned, he was standing ten feet away.”“Did he see you?” Bratt asked, barely contained rage lacing his every word. “Did he come after you?”“I don’t know. I don’t think so. I was so afraid that I didn’t think. I just ran as far and as fast as I could,” I said.“Marley.” His voice was steady but cold. “I have to ask you a question, and I don’t want you to jump to conclusions before I explain everything.”The sudden intensity, the see
Noah was more than eager to spend more time at the carnival with his Uncle Travis, Lana, and Paulette. I could vaguely hear Travis asking Bratt if I was okay, and Bratt, thankfully, kept his answer vague enough that I didn’t have to feel too embarrassed about my outburst and by my fleeing.When that was handled, Bratt held me close and walked me back to his car. He made sure I was situated safely in the passenger seat before rounding the car to get in the driver’s seat. Before long, we were on our way to his house.When we were a few minutes away from his house, a question popped into my mind and nagged at me until I had no choice but to ask.“Bratt, did Wyatt ever ask about me?”Bratt’s jaw worked for a moment. He kept his eyes on the road as he spoke. “Not outright, but he had his way of getting information out of me when we met up. Marley, I didn’t even tell him your name. I promise you.”I nodded, trying to unravel the mysteries surrounding my life.“Do you think he’s serious abou
Bratt.My weekend was euphoric, filled with love, laughs, and amazing sex.Really amazing sex.Marley was an active and generous lover, taking an interest in what I liked and what I didn’t care for. Though, that second list was growing shorter and shorter by the day. I was starting to realize that many of the things I thought I disliked were only because of Olivia’s piss-poor attitude when it came to pleasing me.I derived a good portion of my enjoyment of sex from making it good for my partner, so it had never been a deal breaker when Olivia wanted to be a pillow princess—but I’d vastly underestimated the enjoyment of sex with a partner who cared about my experience as much as I cared about hers.I woke on Sunday tangled in Marley’s perfect, naked body. I didn’t move, simply admiring her until she woke.She couldn’t stay long, citing the need to go to Paulette’s house to work on lesson plans and make calls regarding a field trip to the library at the end of the next week. She seemed
The problem with only feeling safe when Bratt was nearby meant that ninety percent of my life was still woefully devoid of him.I’d spent the week looking over my shoulder. I’d thought the comfort and intimacy I’d shared with Bratt would be enough to make me feel invincible against Wyatt. But the more time I spent away from Bratt, the less I was able to calm myself down.I had been jumpy all week. Whatever time I didn’t spend trying to control my urge to text and call Bratt every waking moment, I spent examining every shadow in the corner of my eye and checking all my locks too many times to count.Part of me wanted to ask Bratt if I could stay at his place again, if for nothing else but to get a good night’s sleep. But things were still so new, and I didn’t want to confuse Noah and risk him telling the other children at school about his dad and the teacher being boyfriend and girlfriend. Not only that, but part of me feared that coming on too strong too fast would make it so that he
“You all right?” Travis asked me as we drove over to the new office building. There wasn’t much left to do by way of demolition, so I was bringing Travis in to go over the budget for the infrastructure in the office: hardwood floors, cabinetry, swatches—stuff like that.“I’m fine,” I said. “Just been a stressful couple of weeks.”“Yeah, no kidding,” Travis said. “What even happened that night at the carnival? Lana and Paulette seemed to know something, but they wouldn’t tell me.”“It’s Marley’s business, and I don’t want to divulge information she might not be ready to share,” I said.“Fair enough,” Travis said as he pulled down the road our new building was on. “I wasn’t trying to pry.”“Nah, I know. How are things going with Lana?” I asked, trying my best to change the subject. “Did you pass quality control?”“I think so?” He sighed. “To be entirely honest, Lana’s kinda tough. Like I’m not trying to get into her pencil skirt or anything, but she treats me like I am all the time. Som
Noah was going to be okay. They found him, and they were bringing him back. I still had a reckoning coming my way for letting two children wander away, but thank God, they were both okay. I didn’t know if I could ever have forgiven myself if something had happened to them—not just because of Bratt or Hannah’s parents, but because I would have failed at the fundamental responsibility I had as a teacher: protecting the children.The tears streaming down my face wouldn’t stop, though. I’d failed by even letting kids wander away like this. I’d gotten lucky they didn’t go far. I’d gotten lucky that they walked into a police station instead of somewhere awful, but the fact remained that they’d walked away in the first place, and that was wholly on me.I heard the door open behind me and looked over my shoulder at Bratt.Guilt gnawed at my intestines. I thought I might vomit. I looked away from him to hide how ashamed I was of myself.He sat down next to me and heaved a long, tired sigh.“Ma
BrattI took Noah directly home after we talked things out with the police and faculty at the library. My rage had ebbed pretty quickly once I was holding Noah in my arms, but I knew I’d have to deal with some emotional fallout later.I needed to switch Noah over to another class, both for his sake and Marley’s. I didn’t want her to have to see me every day while we were both nursing broken hearts. I didn’t want to deprive Noah of having his dad drop him off at school, either.I considered that we might be better off getting a homeschool instructor for him and structuring a play-date schedule of some kind for him to help him get his socialization in.When we got home, I talked to Noah about the changes that would be coming down the turnpike for him—for us.“Listen, buddy,” I said to him as he munched on dino nuggets. “Marley won’t be coming over for a while after today, okay?”He stopped mid-bite and put his nugget down on the plate, his head tilting to the side like a confused puppy.
“To men being absolute babies!” Paulette said as she lifted her fourth glass of wine.“To parents who think we’re all incompetent assholes,” Lana said dryly as she raised her own.“To TSA agents that take your two-hundred-dollar skin-care product and toss it in the fucking garbage,” Jack chimed in.I giggled at all of their lamenting toasts as I lifted my own glass, my face flushed from the alcohol. I was finally starting to feel a little better. I didn’t want to bury myself in the ground and become a tree anymore.“To friends who don’t let you wallow in self-pity,” I said before clinking my glass with all of theirs.We all drank, and as Lana took her glass away from her mouth, she pointed a finger at me. “You cheated—we were toasting complaints.”“Sorry, I’m having a hard time finding my sour mood now that Jack is here,” I said. “Also, I’m pretty wine drunk, so if you want me to sulk, you’re going to have to put some food in me.”“Fuck, I keep forgetting to order the pizza,” Paulette