75: Deepest Secret

Killian feels odd, utterly so. He felt so angry and jealous seeing Sebastian smile and hold hands with the other man. He heard Sebastian calling behind him but he didn't care to stop and reply to his calling. No, he is too hurt to be doing that.

But why is he hurt? He asks himself. Sebastian and he aren't a thing, they don't have a label to their relationship. So, Sebastian has the right to meet up with anyone he wants. He can date anyone as well. But the very idea of it happening makes Killian angry, so angry that he is ready to punch a wall or better get rid of the person in whom Sebastian is interested. His possessive side sometimes scares himself too.

When he finds himself outside of the bar and no sign of Sebastian chasing after him, he feels hurt again. Why is he feeling like that? Does he like Sebastian? Of course he does. He has come to terms with it a while back. But this feeling, it's more than liking someone. He is torn, not really understanding his own feelings.

His ang