Chapter 50

~Nivea

I collapsed on the bed, breathing hard, thankful Zane came to my rescue even though we were not on speaking terms. 

I was not going back to the living room. I only said that so Thomas would let me go. 

He would become so absorbed with the talks and forget about me as usual, then I would just blame my absence on tiredness and he would let me off the hook.

I was so agitated and my mind was going somewhere I didn't want it to. 

I haven’t done that in a long while, so I decided to do a long self-care instead to get my mind off it. 

I got the hot tub ready, lit some candles, and soaked in it for a while. I also made a bubble bath, drank some champagne, washed my hair, and did my facials, but my mind kept constantly going back there.

Trish's expression kept popping into my head and I felt so guilty and ashamed. 

The disgusting face she'd made reminded me that I was married to a man way older than