Tyler and Rose Chapter 9

Dear God when they say babies are adorable did they include vomiting and shitting machines in that category cause this child has shut up on me more times than I can count today. He shit on me about four and pissed in my hair three times. I smell fucking awful and I cried about three times so far. Tyler is back on patrol and I'm alone with our spawn.

"come on little guy give me a break",I beg as he cries loudly. I fed, burped and changed him but he kept crying. Nothing works so I resort to crying with him and he stops. I don't know what I'm doing wrong but he is never happy it seems. When I get him down he wakes thirty minutes later wailing. Tyler comes home and he quiets down and does well but me nope.

I am upset cause I feel my kid hates me and when Tyler takes over I go shower and cry hard in there. I sob my heart out and question myself daily. Does our son hate me? What am I doing wrong? Tyler seems like the only one he wants and it hurts.

"Her baby,''Tyler says, making me jump a