-Ronan-I know Alex will be pissed that I've left once he realizes that I'm gone, but I don't care. The party was a drag anyway, with old and boring vampires and an abundance of attendants and escorts. Through the watch, I still feel Arabella in anguish, and I stupidly forgot to check the number for the phone I gave her, so I can't just call.I step out of the black cab, paying double for the man's trouble, and run into the manor."Sir! Are you all right?" Julia greets me. I haven't seen her in ages, but I don't have time to catch up now."Where is my attendant? Did she arrive?" I ask urgently."Yes, she settled into your bedroom. I apologize if that wasn't proper. I don't know if you keep the same protocol as Mr. Desmond or your parents." She keeps talking, but I'm already halfway up the stairs."Thank you!" I shout out, taking the final climb to the third floor and slamming my room's door open.Ara is sitting at the foot of the bed, crying. She's stil
-Arabella-When I wake up Ronan isn't in the bedroom, every inch of my body is sore and the skin on my bottom burns. Memories flow back to me and I immediately blush with embarrassment at the thought of what we did last night. It wasn't the first time we had sex, but this time…was more than exhilarating. I was so turned on by him that he could have tied me up and played with every inch of my skin and I would have loved it.It was like I was possessed by my desire for him. For his body, for all of him.I realize he must have moved me at some point in the night, because the last thing I remember is collapsing on the bed, spent. As mind-blowing as last night was, it left me exhausted.This is so messed up, and I feel terrible for attacking him the way I did. If we didn't end up having sex, I would have committed the worst mistake of my life. I can't admit it to him or to anyone, but now I know for sure that I've fallen in love with Ronan, and there's nothing I c
-Ronan-I am being torn in two.One part of me wants to get away from Ara, because if that call hadn't interrupted us back at the clock tower, I would have kissed her. And that would have been the end of me. She might not understand the significance of a kiss for vampires, but if she knows that I have only ever kissed one other person before, she will get an idea of how important it is.The other part of me doesn't want to be away from her.I haven't had such a fun day in ages. Decades, really.Her awe and curiosity about everything was contagious, and I found myself thinking of the same old monuments and places from different perspectives I had never imagined based on her questions and comments. I've lived for a long time, and a human, of all people, is the one who has me seeing things differently. We turn toward the road that leads to the manor, and I already see from afar that giving Gabriel free rein of the party may not have been the best id
-Arabella-The elation I felt all day dies when I see Stella with Ronan in his room. When I exit the bathroom again, though, everyone is thankfully gone.I can't help but feel a little angry that he didn't tell me she was coming. Something else happened while I locked myself up in the bathroom, because all the suitcases and bags that Stella's attendant had in her hands aren't there anymore.I get dressed and put on some light makeup, and by the time I'm done, it seems like the party has started. When I open the door, I can hear the faint beat of music and the general murmurs of people.Jay is leaving his room when I go to the second floor, and he greets me with a hug."Did you have fun today?" he asks me cheerfully, and I nod. "Good. And we're going to have even more fun tonight. I've asked Gabriel to set up a section for attendants. We can dance and do what we want there, away from the vampires." "That sounds amazing," I say. He winks at me and takes my a
-Ronan-I knew Alex would have us play The Hunt at some point in the night, but I don't like this twist he has put on the game. I could have stopped it, but before I ruined everyone's night the event had begun, and I found myself rushing forward along with the others. When they signaled that the hunt had begun, I had rushed toward the garden, knowing that was where Ara had been before. With my sight impaired by the blindfold, all I could rely on was her smell, and I could faintly distinguish it, along with Jay's scent. I followed the faint trace to the forest, in the direction of the gardening shed, but something is clearly masking Ara's scent, possibly something she has drunk. Alcohol gets into the bloodstream and is also released through the pores, so right now, I could be following any other attendant's trace. I know this forest well, having spent years playing here when I was young and hunting when I grew older. That helps with finding my way, but not in loc
-Arabella-Ronan's lips are on mine, and for a second, I don't know how to react.He's really kissing me.Then my body takes over and his tongue intertwines with mine, our lips pressing into each other's with so much want and desire. His hand moves to my breast, cupping it and squeezing it, this thumb playing with my hardened nipple. I'm suddenly aware of his erection—which was there all the time, but I had been mostly ignoring—and my hand travels to his cock, caressing it.Without thinking, I break away from him to see that he looks equally surprised and…hungry. He eyes my lips as if wanting to continue, but I can tell that he's enjoying my touch.I sit up on him and in one quick movement lift his cock so I can place myself above it. He enters me without any delay, throwing his head back as it fills me, making me moan with pleasure. I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him again, this time while he rocks his hips up and down, smoothly sliding in a
-Ronan-My father paces around the apartment with his arms crossed as I watch him and wait for the next round of yelling."Just do the damn photos, and carry on with the wedding. Is that so hard to do?" he says, stopping at the couch and placing his arms on the back. "The project you've been working on for decades is all but finished, and you're going to screw it all up because of a human.""What does Arabella have to do with anything?" I ask, and immediately regret doing so."Do I really have to tell you?" He takes out his phone and scrolls for a few seconds, bringing it up to my face. Someone at the party took a photo of me carrying Arabella into the house after I found her in the forest. Despite the picture being slightly pixelated and dark, it's easy to see that there's nothing but tenderness on my face. Now I understand why my father flew in and immediately summoned me to London. It couldn't have been just because Stella called my mother crying and tellin
-Arabella-I feel much better today, though I end up throwing up everything I had for breakfast just before we leave for the clinic. Ronan left in the middle of the night again, and I haven't heard from him since, but at least he left a charger back in the room, so I will be able to call Grace today."Thank you for coming with me," I say to Gabriel and Jay when the car arrives to pick us up. "I could have just waited it out as well. I think going to the doctor for some nausea is a little extreme." "No, it's not! You haven't been able to keep anything down," Gabriel says. "Besides, Jay should get his blood work done as well." He side-eyes Jay, who goes around the car and enters from the other side with a frown on his face. "He doesn't like needles," he whispers into my ear, making me chuckle.In the car, Jay hands me an ice bucket just in case I get sick again, but even with the car's motion, I'm fine. A little nauseated, but there isn't much inside my stomach for