Honeymoon

Vanessa

I spend the rest of the day in my room. I cannot bring myself to come out after what we did on the dining table. I have no idea what comes over me when he is around. It is like the sane part of me is brutally thrown aside, giving way to another part of me. A darker part of me. I hate that he is controlling but at the same time I love it and I don't know how to explain it. I hate and love how his presence seems to awaken everything in me.

“Arrgghh! My life is so confusing!" I yell at the ceiling.

But it was not confusing when he was holding you down and plunging roughly into you huh?

“Shut the fuck up!" I say to no one in particular. Seriously I need to be checked. My brain is taunting me.

Your brain is doing nothing to you. It's just you and your body. This one comes out mockingly and in Diana's voice.

“Get out of my head Dee."

What does one even pack for a honeymoon trip? I have no idea what to do. We never said anything about a honeymoon. He told me nothing about it but sinc