Vanessa

Vanessa

I think of a million things to do to pass the time after he leaves but nothing comes to mind. I do not know anywhere or anyone in this city so it would be very easy to get lost. I guess being lost is better than being abandoned on the first night of your honeymoon. What did he go out to do? What is he thinking leaving me like I mean nothing to him? This is very unfair. He gets to leave this place while I am stuck here. Maybe it would be better to get lost in the streets after all. I will get to explore the city and Lew w him at the same time. They thought it is very funny. I think of everything that I can come up with but I am too tired to move my body to do the things that my mind comes up with for me to try. I decide that I am going to wait up for him to see when he gets back. Or if he would come back.

I walk back to the balcony to look at the lights in the city. It is so beautiful. I wish I could just get out and dance in the lights. I would give anything to be able to do