Chapter 127: get out

Ari's Pov

I entered my bedroom. I just spent an hour listening to Raven talk about fashion while making me watch a romcom movie in the living room and I was bored out of my mind.

It was why I excused myself to take a shower.

I was miserable and I knew it. Life without Aniston wasn't as easy as I thought it would be.

And then there was also the little problem of being stuck between loving the girl I hated with every fiber of my body. I wished I could attach a single emotion to her.

I wanted to hate her in totality or love her without regret…I wanted just one emotion for Aniston Powell because doing both was exhausting and I didn't know how much longer I could keep it up.

Most nights I lay awake in bed thinking of her and hating myself afterwards. Not knowing what she chose over me was hard…harder than being bitten by a hungry python.

I wanted Aniston to either break my heart in totality or heal what she broke.

I pulled at my pants and unclad myself.

I entered the shower but