Dealing with the roques.

Bonita's POV

I wake up next to Victor. I know he's almost forty, but his body is well-toned, and he is so much more of a man than Oscar. I know I have feelings for my mate. However, I know he does not believe in love. It only sees me as a sex object. I cannot help how my heart feels. Whenever I see him lying next to me, or even if I see him training, my heart starts beating faster. I cannot let Camilla come between us. I know she is going to try to. I know that is why Camilla and my parents are here. She thinks she can take my mate. I hope Camilla is making the biggest mistake of her life this time because I believe Victor has more integrity than Oscar. However, it's tough for me to trust. After what Oscar has done to me, I do not know if I can trust anyone again. Somehow, I feel that I can trust Victor. Everybody thinks that Camilla is more beautiful than me. I have heard it since I was a child. My mother used to tell it to me, and the other children told me I was a freak because I h