Chapter 48

Varun pov,

I was blindly believed that she would never leave me.. When I couldn't able find her after searching everywhere, I slowly begin to realize that my gundu really leaved her varun.. Whenever I thinks of her last words that she uttered in the canteen about our baby, I feel a cruel pain in my heart.. The thought, that what if she said might be true, was gruelling my soul.. Unable to bear that pain, I start to convince myself that whatever she said must be lie..

I could not believe and accept that she had left me.. Therefore, I went to all her friends house in search of her but no one knew where she had gone.. I could not bear her separation.. Wherever I look, the pain I had given her came and stood before my eyes like fire.. I was wandering around like crazy not knowing what to do.. I started to consume drugs to endure all my pain.. I began to torment myself with the thought that I was the reason for her pain.. I don’t know how to endure my pain without