Poor Ava
This has to be some type of joke because what the hell am I witnessing, Cane and Alexia were kissing on the couch they didn't even notice I walked in,it looked like they were about to take off each other's clothes. I really wanted to act on how I am feeling now but I decided not to because cane made it clear that he does not want me and Alexia would want to know the reason for my reaction.I cleared my throat making Alexia push Cane off her. Cane totally ignored me like he was not in my bed for days, first it was Shantel and now Alexia like how do you sleep with two people in one day. “Hah thank God it's you, I thought it was one of the kids around, you know I don't want then seeing us in such a compromising position” she took a deep breath.Alexia stood up while pulling cane up with her “while don't we go upstairs to complete what we started” Alexia told Cane, he smiled at her and they went up the stairs. Cane turned around and said “Goodnight Ava” I can swear I saw a smirk on his fa
I really wish I can tell Lydia what I am going on, Kim was already here. “Yo hope you girls are ready to enjoy yourself” she asked excitedly as she hugged me and Lydia, these girls have made me feel welcome and I am so happy.“I am sure we are but please you are not trying out all the dresses in the store before we leave” Lydia responded“I won't I promise I just need a dress for the date that's all” “ Just saying I know how you can be” Lydia told her. Come on let's head inside we got to the first store but didn't find anything we liked they so we went to the next store. We all picked out what we like and headed to the dressing room to see how it will look on us. We all went into together and we showed each other our dress they both approve of two dress out of four that I chose and Lydia went with two out of the three she picked and Lydia is still in the dressing room trying out the 20th dress and out of every thing she has tried on she has still not gotten a dress that she like.“T
Why do we always go back to square one, “ you have no right to say that if you don't want me then let me go, you can't keep treating me like this” I said to furious Cane.“You sleep around and do whatever you want, I don't stop you neither do I have a say so I will do whatever I want without you stopping me” my back hurts.“You dare not” his eyes were pitch black that only shows that he is very angry which I already know.“ You can't be serious this is ridiculous and you know it. I said to him, he can't cage me.“The day you try it I will kill that person, you are mine and mine alone I know you're not stupid you of all people know what I can do” he released my neck a little.“This is just selfish” I wanted to cry but I won't I don't want to always look weak to him.“Life is selfish mate” he said smiling sheepishly at me “If you don't want to reject me then I would, “ I AVA WHITE rejects you CANE BA…. Before I could complete my rejection I was thrown again for the second time today to
After what happened between me and Cane the other day we haven't really spoken to one another, he basically ignore me like I am not there,which I greatful for because with everything that has happened I don't even want to face him too.Cane and Alexia are getting really serious with whatever that is going on between them. Whenever he is not doing his alpha duties then he is with Alexia. They go out alot and they even spend most nights in his house, like Jordan and Brad Cane actually have a house of his own but recently choose to spend most time in the pack house.Rumours have it that he doesn't let anyone in that house except the maid who go to clean it but now it's like a second home to him and Alexia. I feel pain most times especially at night, I feel it when they are having sex and it hurt like a bitch.Sometimes, I feel like if it was someother girl it wouldn't hurt this much but deep down I know it's a lie, weather it's my sister or a strange it will still hurt the same way. Our m
I really want to believe Jordan when he said all will be fine but I can't , it's so clear Cane doesn't want me. Well I am so glad I could speak to someone about this whole thing and Jordan was so helpful.“Are you okay now? If you want to go home I can get Kim” he asked me after awhile.“Na I'm good, I won't let them kill my vibes I will enjoy the party like everyone else” I said while standing up.“Come on let head inside” He looked like he was about to argue but he let it slide, he stood up and we headed inside the house. I already miss the fresh air.We searched around for Kim and Lydia when we got inside, Lydia was no where to be found maybe her and Brad decided to ditch the party. Kim was kissing a guy in the Gerald they both look like they could use a room.I heard someone call on Jordan “ you can go I will be just fine on my own” I told him.“ Are you sure I can attend to them later” he asked unsure on weather to leave me or not.“ Trust me I can handle my self, you go take car
I followed Cane with zero idea of where he was taking me to, he went up the stairs and I followed. Most people went back to the party but some watched us as we went up the stairs and were whispering between them selves.He opened the door to a room for me to go in, when he entered he shut the door behind him. “ What the hell was that about? Why can't you not get yourself into crazy mess for once” he asked me with anger laced in his voice.“It was a mistake i…..” “Just shut the fuck up, you don't talk when I am talking” he cut me short, he asked me a question and now he wouldn't even let me talk.“You always get yourself involved even tho you are fully aware that they are no match for you”. He was scolding me like I was a burden to him.“Why can't you just stay without causing trouble” he said this like I have been involved in fights, when it's just two fights and both time with the same person.“Shantel caused it, I mistakenly pushed her which I apologized for but she poured her drin
After I left Jordan, I went over to meet Lydia and Kim I explained to them what happened but I didn't tell them that he was my mate I only told them he scolded me. I still feel so bad that I can't tell them what is really going on, I just hope that when I get the chance to tell them they would understand why I have been keeping them in the dark.I woke up this morning feeling some kind of way, like I can't place my hand on what is wrong but today itself just feels wrong. I know you would want to know why I am saying this well today is just a bad day, first I woke up from the wrong side of my bed yes you heard me right the wrong side, then my coffee spilled all over my body this morning, I fell on my butt when I stepped on banana pill that one of the kids left lying around so trust me when I say today is just not my day. All these in less than 24hours.I was on my way to Lydia's house to help her do something when I overheard some ladies talk about something that scattered me.“I can't
Wow that leaves the both of us, do you have something to say because I have a lot to say? “Ohh dear I have nothing really to say but I just want to look you in the face and tell you these few things” seems like this will be a very long conversation.“Okay so go ahead” I sat down on the chair, he dragged out the other besides me and sat down facing me.“Don't think this is me trying to say sorry or apologize for anything I really like the choice I made and I don't regret it one bit so you will have to get use to it” I just sat down there avoiding his eyes.“Why my sister” I asked? “You could have gone for another person”“I have know Alexia since I was a kid, not that I owe you an explanation tho, she is everything you are not so why not? She is strong, beautiful and everything my pack wants in a Luna so get used to it” I am happy I am sitting on a chair if not I would have fallen because everypart of my body feels weak.I was speechless I can't even think of anything to say, it hurts b