Rose pov
I was not my self when Sean and Layla finally came. I was more than happy to enjoy our day here watching movies and eat all the snacks that we could in preparation for the fresher's ball. However as much as I tried to keep my mind off all that had happened, it somehow found it's way back. I just kept thinking about the incident with Many a few hours ago.
Her voice keeps ringing into my head. About her love confession towards me. I know many of you are calling me a bitch or rather stupid , that maybe I should go for it. But I just cannot . I just feel it is not right for me. You just don't know how we are. To us such kind of relationships are forbidden in our culture and forbidden. They are not to be heard about. I think you all can tell where I am coming from and why I am this damn confused with life.
" Rosey , what is wrong with you you ?" Sean asked me out of the blue.
"What do you mean ?" I say trying to feign . I didn't
Rose povThough I had so much on my mind, I managed to finally sleep. However I spent the whole night thinking about what Amy was doing . The way she touched her self. The way juices were flowing out of her pussy. The way her name moaned out my name. The thought of all that makes me feel new unusual sensation in between my legs. A feeling that is new to me. I don't know how it happened but I find my self touching in between my legs onto my pussy. Something that I have never done the whole of my life.Something that I have never dreamt of doingy whole life. Without knowing or even realising it I started playing with my pussy. I started touching it in small circles. All the time thinking and remembering how Amy was naked on my bed. The way she moaned out my name. I feel I am very wet in between my thighs. I have never felt this sensation before.I begin rubbing at my clit at a faster rate. I can feel my stomach buildings up. Feeling something new that
Rose povWe both looked at Layla. I was coming back to my senses..wait !!! Then I realise that there is still fingers still deep in my soaked pussy. This is something else."What are you doing here ?" I ask her the same question that I asked Sean some minutes ago. Then Sean realizes that his hand is still in my pussy and he awkwardly removes it. I can see that his hand is soaked in a white substance..my cum.The three of us look at each other in turn not saying a single thing at all. After about ten minutes, Sean opens his mouth to say something but he fails."Am sorry " Layla finally says and she gets out of the room fast leaving the two of us.I feel so uncomfortable being with Sean alone in the room now. I wonder where all the strength that I had some time back went even."You will meet us in the living room " he says and as exits from the room. As soon as he gets out, I feel like I have just been pardoned from a d
Rose pov The rest of the trip to the party, I was actually not the one there . Will this day become any more awkward. Since the morning things are becaming more awkward for me. I am now so wet on my way to a party. I am really becoming more naughty as time goes on. I wonder how mom will react if at all she finds out about any of these. "Here we are " Sean says out of the blue. Can you believe that we have not talked to each other since we got into the car . This is some thing else. We get into the wall. All the students are so smart. Layla is more excited than us yet she is one that didn't even want to come. We begin interacting with different people. Of course guys flirting with us. "Do you mind having you for his dance ?" I guy comes requesting me as soon as the dance is open. This means that Sean will have to dance with Layla. I give in since a little dance never hurts. "Its okay" I reply offering him my hand a
Rose povI couldn't believe what just happened some time back in there. Who esle has ever happened between us in there. . I was feeling hot and bothered by just the way she was touching me . The way she was holding my waist in there. Something is wrong with me. In one day I have let two people touch me as they want intimately and I have not done anything but just let them do as they please . One was a guy and another a girl .And I liked every bit of the way they touched me. This is what is driving me crazy. How can I feel like this with two different people.. I suppose I woke up too horny and at the wrong side of my bed."Heee, Rosey, I have been looking for you every where but you were no where to be seen" I hear Layla say removing me out of the too many dirty thoughts that I am in right now."Ooh" I say composing myself looking at her. Hope she doesn't suspect a thing because I am not ready to explain things at this time. I just need a piec
Rose povSaying that things are becoming more complicated in my life is an understatement, things are so complicated right now. So much has happened in one day. By the Ned of the fresher's party, I am not myself. I was some one who was so excited over this but it turned out like it is me who is has been wishing to have it completed. I wished the rest could finish all this and we head home. Sean was getting on well with the girls. Of course he is popular with the girls. His looks makes it inevitable for all the girls to fall on his feet..it is ridiculous, isn't it?For Layla, she was still with that guy from earlier. They seem to have gotten along so well. I wish by the end of this day, she is able to get herself someone. How ironical it is for me to wish Layla gets a boyfriend yet myself I have no one..life is something else.anyway we are friends and friends are supposed to wish others the best. Like seriously for me right now, I have no idea what the hell is taking pl
Rose PovI sat on my bed sweating after the dream. It is like I am actually from a real orgasm. Checking on my bed , there is a wet spot on my bed which shows that I was really from a wet dream. Dreaming about my Roommate , whom I got fingering herself in my bedroom. I don't know how that dream came about but it really came about.I try to sleep again but sleep just cannot come. It is a Saturday and therefore there will not be lectures and thus there is no need for one to wake up early. I wonder what the hell is happening to me at this moment. I continue tossing from one side to the other in my bed trying to see whether perhaps I will be able to get some sleep but all in vain. I decide sit up getting up from the bed heading to the bathroom to pee .I usually hate it when I have to go to pee yet I don't even want to get out of my bed.After finishing all the business that I have to do in the bathroom, I decide to head to the kitchen to make mysel
Rose pov.I looked at everything in the room except her face. I just could not believe what I just heard her say "that she loves me " my heart started pumping even more. I quickly removed her hand that was on my thigh as quick as I could standing up. Without knowing, I was pacing around the room Like I was possessed by a certain demon that just wanted to see me move up and down from one place to another. . I just cannot believe what she said. I know I am not in a dream and every thing that she said to me is so real."How dare you say such a thing to me?" I ask her so angry though it was not my intention to shout the way I have just done. Amy sat down and she has that satisfied look on her face which shows that she has been able to accomplish what she wanted right from the start.I don't know why she could be so comfortable after saying that to me. I have already told you that u come from a group of people who see this kind if relationship as forbidden and
Rose povIt was about 8:00am and I was still lying on my bed with no intention of getting up to perhaps go and have a shower. The incident that happened between Amy and I is still fresh in my head. I remember each detail of what happened betweenus. What sacres the hell out of me is the fact that however much I wanted to pull away,I just couldn't. I enjoyed every bit of what. That is not the original me. When and how did I begin carving for a touch from a fellow girl. That I'd something that has never crossed my mind. However much she provoked me to tell her to stop, those few words just didn't come out of my mouth. They fucking could not. This is evident that I was enjoying whatever she was doing to me. I have always always thought myself to be one who is in for the long big hard stuff...I know you get what I am saying. I just couldn't understand myself anymore.I spent another twenty minutes just lying back. My ears aimed outside to confirm