Chapter 102: Hearing from Steve

I spent the next few days hanging out at Ian’s with the kids, it felt really nice to not have to look over my shoulder or worry about who was going to come or go. The more time I was away from Steve the more myself I felt, I should be sad about everything but I just wasn’t.

I love Steve with all I had, he was my best friend and we had an insane connection, but he was always so closed and thought differently then me. We clashed a lot raising the kids, maybe we just needed a little break from each other and see what will happen.

Today Ian was supposed to meet with Steve and talk to him, he has been difficult to get a hold of. I was a bit nervous to hear what he would say to him, Ian has been amazing with me and the kids around. He worked a lot but when he was done work he would come home and hang out with us, he was actually really funny and we laughed so much.

I was beginning to plan our next move, I felt guilty staying at Ian’s, he wouldn’t let us contribute to anything, I got a c