I tried every way I could to get Yan to open the door to his room and I took everything he liked, I wouldn't accept anything else. He just wanted his father to give him as little attention as possible. I was sorry because I knew what that feeling was, so I couldn't really do anything to ease what he was feeling. Without thinking twice, I decided to call Charles and ask him to come and talk to him. Before that we tried something again, but with no result, I read, I also thought it was strange.
“Friend, I have to go, I can’t stay here with you! But call your Charles, he has to sort this out.
“But of course I'm going to call because I have no doubt I don't give a damn what he thinks!
I was never a mother, but I knew how much he missed him. Age doesn't matter, no matter how old it is, we will always miss ours. Even more so when we don't have a father present who doesn't participate in anything like Doctor Charles, he was practically the boy who felt alone and with the pain of abandonment it was as if he had no one. I saw that Lia left shortly after it was time for the other employees to leave, so I was alone with Yan.
“Hello Charles, could you come here please? Yan is not well and I don't know what to do, all the employees are gone, it's just him and me!
“Gabriela, is he feeling ill? If you haven't, I won't be busy, I'll be in a meeting in a bit, so turn around, don't forget you get paid for this.
"Hi! I know I get paid for this, but it's your son and today is my first day!
“Of many, Gabriela, if this one comes!
So it was as simple as that, this heartless man spoke to me on the phone and without another word he hung up, not even caring if he was really being naughty or not, and I was honestly thinking how this could be happening to me and I decided to resolve it somehow. hungry and in another hour he was going to leave that room and come talk to me. As I was alone I went to the kitchen to make something for myself to eat, I was starving and when I least expected it, Yan came down with his eyes swollen from crying asking for food, he was very hungry.
“I finally thought about Yan that he was going to die in that room? Sit here and I'll put some food for you if you want, because I'm going to look silly, no, that doesn't fill your belly!
“Aunt Gabriela? Will my father be late today?
“Yan, yes, but since you left the room, we can play Leco, what do you think?
"Good idea! Who knows, maybe when daddy arrives he won't play with us?
“I don’t know that anymore, unfortunately!
After eating we went to the games room where we spent the rest of the day playing and Dr. Charles didn't show up. I then went to bathe Yan and put him to sleep, but he asked me if he could sleep with me, he was too sad to be alone. That once again moved me, how needy Yan felt and how could you say no to a child who just wanted love and attention? That was impossible, so I let him stay in my room and sleep with me without any problems, I just hope he doesn't disturb me.
We ended up sleeping and Yan stuck to me without letting me move and I didn't even care, I remembered that I was like that with my mother too. So it was past time, I got up, went to the kitchen to get a glass of water, I found Doctor Charles arriving with a woman who looked like a call girl, I pretended I didn't see, I hid under the kitchen table so he didn't want to. see me and only left when he had already gone up to his room. What hatred I had for my son, I didn't have time, now I had too much for other things.
I went up to my room and started to hear the woman's screams, she sounded like a crazy woman moaning so loud that it was impossible to sleep, but I think Charles asked her to stop because the noise was too much and I managed to fall asleep with Yan glued to me. When it was very early I woke up with the chickens and went to the kitchen to have a coffee and realized that someone had put a blanket on me, as I slept without one and when I woke up I was covered, I imagined it could be him, I felt ashamed, because I was wearing a nightgown. When I'm comfortable drinking my coffee, Doctor Charles comes down with his wife and tells her to go through the kitchen, I didn't want anyone to see her, but unfortunately they got beaten up when they saw me.
“What are you doing up at this hour, Gabriela?
“I always wake up at this time, so I don't have to wake up late because you want me to!
“You are very abused, girl! But I think it will work for you to take care of my son.
“Feel free, I’ll go up, I don’t want to disturb anything!
I felt that he was ashamed of me and was completely embarrassed, he certainly deduced that I heard the screams from his very pleasant evening. I left him looking and went to my room to sleep a little more and then he went upstairs and I pretended I was already asleep and watched as he opened the door and covered me up again. Plus all the politeness and delicacy he could have with me plus the first impression and the one that lasts and honestly, he wasn't fit to be the man in my life.
We still live in a culture where the importance of the father in the life of a child, regardless of gender, is belittled and diminished, as if he were less essential or of lesser value. We forget that the time has passed when women were forced to take care of the family and the home and men were responsible for supporting the family and everything related to what would happen outside the home, participating very little in the social life of their children and , consequently, of all family members.
Although the woman is biologically responsible for providing the child's first food, this should not exclude the father's presence in the child's decisive moments. Labor laws also don't help because society is still not convinced that fathers really need to be more involved in their children's education.
Often the father himself dismisses this priority, even though he thinks that the mother has an inherent understanding and her involvement will only hinder the process, believing that this is not even that important. Although the mother is associated with the biological aspect of the process, the father should never exclude himself, much less think he has less value in his child's life.
Parents need to realize that education should be seen as joint growth in the same way the child was conceived. The child has to receive care and affection from both sides and also build his personality through the perception of life from both the father and the mother, and this development should not happen with just one influence and one spectator. Barring exceptional cases, if the father continues to be an expendable person in the child's life, time will only strengthen this idea and it is very difficult to reverse all of this.
“Perhaps this man has suffered enough and seeks refuge like me to ease his pain.” (thought Gabriela)
"Phew, after a tiring day, I believe I deserve a rest! But first I'll eat something, I'm starving!"I was beautiful and full in the kitchen, after having a tense day here at work, I deserved to eat in peace. Since Yan was sleeping in my room again I had left him, today was a very sad and revolting day for him and it was difficult to be rejected by his own father. But later on, I found myself getting scolded for calling, I knew that it didn't matter how many times I could call, because this man was never going to be present in this son's life, I believed that money could do everything, while forgetting that it couldn't?"Wow, I'm so hungry, I think three sandwiches are enough for how hungry I am, but I think I'll take a shower and then come eat.When I finished taking a shower my stomach was so hungry, I spent practically the whole day without eating, it was to be expected! I realized that Yan was sleeping in a deep and comfortable sleep, in my bed I wasn't going to wake him, now I had
“Lia, I don’t understand why this man and his son have anything wrong with this! “My friend, I think it’s better not to get involved, you know? Just do your job and don't try to solve something that isn't part of your life and doesn't belong to you. “What's that like, just a 5-year-old child wanting lots of attention from his father? I believe so for this heartless crazy person, and because I fell in love with this boy and not because I need work, otherwise I would have left a long time ago. “Friend, don’t mess around! I'll tell you the real reason for this later, but today we're going home together to enjoy the end of the week. My day off came and yet, I stopped myself from worrying about who Yan would end up with. He himself told me that he wouldn't like me to go, as I would have to live with an old and boring lady. At that time, I laughed a lot, being a child and being real. But I tried to explain that I would be back soon, it was just a weekend and I needed to rest and sort th
My weekend was terrible, I didn't stop thinking about Yan for a second. As much as I knew he was with someone else, I believed his word and something could have happened that weekend because he didn't like Dona Maria. As I already knew the whole true story, I understood Doctor Charles's reason for not liking the boy and caring very little about his well-being. I had promised to take care of Yan and that was what I was going to do. When it arrived at the end of Sunday, something told me that I should go back and that I shouldn't wait and that's what I did. “What the hell, where are you going at this time? “I'm going to work, my heart is tight, I feel that Yan needs me! “How crazy! He's fine and he has the lady who stays with him, what an annoying thing. Lia was suspicious that Gabriela might be liking Charles, everything is getting out of control and ended up becoming convinced of the mistake she made in putting her friend to work there, but because her nights of pleasure with her
When morning came I woke up Charles, I hadn't arrived, I didn't even know I'd left, but in any case that's none of my business and much less my interest. I took advantage of the fact that Yan was sleeping, I even spoke to Lia about what happened. He still couldn't believe what was happening and, on top of that, he was treating me very badly and I didn't understand why. Even though I didn't know much about Yan's behavior, I knew that he could be autistic, that's why sometimes he acted aggressively, and sometimes I didn't quite understand what bothered him so much. "Of course! Yan hardly spoke to me, he only knew how to complain and mistreat people, but you were different. “How was the rest of Sunday? I did something to you because until now you ignored me and I was talking to myself. “You want to smile, today I'm not well reading, but you missed it, we went to a big forró, we all drank and Samuel was sad because he wasn't with us. “Lia doesn’t know what happened here? If she hadn'
How quickly does time pass after I found out about Yan's specialty and practically gained a son at heart? Our relationship was the best, I was learning many new things every day with him, we were true friends. I almost never went home on the weekends just to be with him, after the scare I got I thought it would be better if I stayed the whole week and when I wanted to go to my house Yan went with me, he loved chasing the chickens. But things here at work were getting very bad, the Doctor had to send away almost half of his employees, all that was left was me, Lia and the driver who took me wherever I wanted, with Yan the expenses went down as did our salary. . I still wasn't sure if we were going to continue working here because things were getting worse financially. The Doctor lost almost half of the company, had to sell it to pay off gambling debts and had almost no clients left to advocate for, all because all he thought about was drinking and women, he didn't know how to keep his
It hurt me more than I thought to leave my boy alone with that man who thought he was the king. But it was necessary to show this unfortunate person that life wasn't just mess, all the time. That there was a helpless child who needed him and his love, had already spent too much time acting like a teenager and wasn't. And that life really wasn't a strawberry, not even with all the money I had spending like that, I was just going to sink and end everything. I left and I didn't even want to talk to him properly, I just wanted to go to my house and rest, it had been a few long weeks since I had been to my house, I was missing my little place that smelled like my mother and I felt safe and protected. . “Gabriela, what’s that face, what happened? The bastard arrived and I imagine he told a long and sad story. “And it actually came with a bit of empty talk, but this time I didn't fall for it and said a few good things, I think it was past time for someone to put him in the real situation.
“What happened, does it seem like the joy is over Lia? “Yes, I'm thinking about Manuel, he must be very sad now because you left knowing you had a commitment to him. “Relax, I’ll let him know later! “Who is Manuel? And Gabriela's boyfriend, because she didn't tell you Charles? - No! I didn't even know she had a boyfriend! “Charles, I don't have Lia who decided on her own that he and my boyfriend are just friends. We had arrived at CAS where there was a boat more beautiful than the other and Charles's boat had his wife's name written on it, it was the most beautiful thing to see. I only accepted the tour because Lia appeared at the front and because Yan really wanted me to remain close to him and was happy with the idea. Even though I enjoyed the tour, I knew exactly where I fit in, I was just one of his employees, nothing more than that. It didn't take long and soon a few hours passed and Manuel arrived to pick me up and he didn't even know we were going to a party for one of
“Our Sunday goes by so quickly that before we know it, it’s time to go to sleep and go to work tomorrow! Talk about it, where did that crazy woman sleep?I packed my things to take to work tomorrow and in the afternoon, crazy Lia arrived with a shameless look on her face. At the very least, it's just that she can't change, she seems to be an 18-year-old teenager, even I, who's 19, don't do this and only Jesus in this crazy woman's life sees!“Lia, is it time? Where you were looks like a child, see!"Our! You're sour and you must have sucked a lot of lemon, did something happen yesterday at the pizzeria that made you like this? - Leave me in peace!Lia was so angry that she ended up with the guy in the taxi. She wanted to vent her anger and the poor thing she suffered, which was why she didn't sleep at home and ended up telling Gabriela what happened in the smallest details.“Lia, spare me the absurd details! I don't care about the guy's dick or whether he's hot, in your opinion I don'