Jayden really went out of his way with me until Friday. We saw each other every day and he would pick me up from school, take me home and watch me do my homework. He always went home very late, and once I didn't even notice because I had already fallen asleep. We were trying to somehow catch up on what we had missed while he was gone for the two and a half weeks.We cuddled very intensely, sometimes you could also call it fumbling what we were doing. We made out and touched each other, but it was all so exciting and still so new that I could totally enjoy sensing and feeling him like that. Everything was familiar and I felt comfortable with it. He did it just right and not too pushy. The time with him was nice, but went by far too quickly. Thursday evening arrived much too quickly.He took me to his house after school, not his mom's, but where he lived. It was a top floor apartment, totally huge, that he lived in with his dad and brother. It was very beautiful, but furnished in a tota
TJ got in the store so quickly I couldn't help but follow. Inside was a woman about my mom's age and TJ was talking to her while pointing at me. The woman smiled at me and approached me. "Hello my pretty! ...So we're looking for a dress for you? For what occasion?'I smiled convulsively at her and looked past her at TJ. "Thomas!..." I raised my eyebrows and he took his hands out of his pockets and came over to stand in front of me."For a masquerade ball tonight!" The woman squeaked in utter terror.“Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeegeeeeeeeeeet hisepeack my grin wide grin and the woman walked through her store in a bit of a panic.TJ sat down in a large chair just outside the dressing rooms. "Then let's get started!"The nice saleswoman helped me into many different clothes and I really put up with everything. Every time I had to go out and show it to TJ, who would either roll his eyes in utter annoyance or even laugh. It wasn'
I didn't hesitate for a moment and pulled my best friend to me. I took her tender hand in mine and put my other hand on her back. She held my shoulder and smiled her best smile. Josie has become an important part of my life. The first person I could talk to about anything and confide in anything. There was just something about her that was so calming to me, I had no idea what exactly it was. In her presence, I could be " me " and not have to pretend. When I was with her, she made me feel like I was in the right place at the right time. She was sort of my soul mate.Yes that is her!!! We understand each other blindly and we have an incredibly strong bond with each other. She always gets my full attention when we are in the same room together and I always try to accommodate her needs. If she's happy, so am I, and if she's not, I'll try my best to change it, like tonight. The chemistry between Josie and I is also right, we even have the same sense of humor and I can laugh with her at the
The song was beautiful if TJ hadn't kept interrupting his whispers."I'm hungry!" And that's when I stopped dancing with him. He had to laugh about it, but always managed to ruin the mood or sometimes even ridicule it. "I'm going to order a pizza! ...Do you want some of that, too?' We went outside, into the fresh air."You're not serious?...haha..." The craziest guy I knew and liked.He led the way to a couple of tables with benches set around the school grounds, a little off the hall, and actually called a pizza taxi. He tried to explain where to find us and then hung up to light a cigarette. Then he rummaged around in his jacket and handed me a silver flask."Here! ...Drink this!” I took it and unscrewed it."What's that?" He pulled on his fag and blew the smoke away from me."Whiskey!" I took a sip and held it out to him. He drank from it too, screwed it back on and slipped the flask into the inside pocket.We had pushed the masks onto our foreheads and there we sat in the cool nig
It was just TJ who was there for me now. I sat in his living room and cried my heart out, literally. He sat next to me and had his arm around me. I didn't think he had any idea what to do with me, but just sitting next to me and comforting me was enough. My make-up was completely smudged and I couldn't stop sobbing.My cell phone rang, but this time it wasn't Jayden. it was my dad“Josephine, honey, where are you? ...Where are you?” He sounded concerned."Hey Dad...I'm fine, you don't have to worry...I'm with TJ!" My voice trembled and trembled."I'm coming for you! Give me the address!...""Dad? Is Jayden with you?”"Yes, my dear! He is here looking for you! ...Josephine..." I could hear him moving, assuming he was moving away from my mom, Jayden, and whoever was still at my house, that he could talk to me privately. He heard my desperation. »....can you tell me what's going on? ...What happened?” I let out a sob and then took a deep breath to tell my dad."I was at the prom, Dad, wi
TJ drove me home and stopped in the driveway. He gave me a sad look as I tried to get out with his clothes on and the black dress in hand. "Joe,...." that was the first time he called me that. "...listen to what Jayden has to say..." What makes him think of it now?"Are you serious TJ? I've seen enough and I certainly don't want to talk to him!"»….oh man,.... I'm just saying,.... you know, I also thought that the girl looked like you! ...You need to talk to him again...maybe it really was a mistake?!""No! ....this excuse doesn't work at all. Don't tell me that you can't see your girlfriend right in front of you?!"“Just talk to him… you love him! ...Don't throw it all away right away..."I wanted to get out but he grabbed my arm. "Am I not going to get a hug anymore because I'm telling the truth? Give me a quick smile, Josie, and then you'll reconsider…' I smiled and hugged him. »...and if something happens, call me... get in touch okay? You can always come back to me! I have a gig
The doorbell gave me a start before I got up and opened the door. His hands were in his pockets and he looked at me in embarrassment. "Hey..."I took a step to the side that he could get in and he walked into the living room. I followed him with quiet steps. I loved him and somehow it was nice to see him."...Baby,...I...listen to me please!" I nodded. He took a step towards me and stretched out his hands to me. I backed away."Don't touch me!" His eyes were very desperate and scared at the same time. We stood right between the sofa and the kitchen counter, with a distance between us that I demanded."Go ahead..." His jaw tightened as I snapped for him to speak. But he took a deep breath and talked."I'm so sorry about everything, I thought it was you... Let me tell and explain everything, just listen, okay?..." I just arched my eyebrows and crossed my arms. Am I just falling for him again? Is he even serious?»...I got the message from you that you went to the ball and Debby said you
"I have no idea how to find Jayden here?!" Jane had to laugh at the crowd in front of us."Just wait until he shows up somewhere, you don't even know how he's dressed up... or just text him!"That was a great idea, which I implemented immediately. Just as I was sending it off, a guy came up to Jane and me and started flirting. He asked a lot of questions and wanted to know all sorts of things. He was wearing a silent-of-the-lambs suit and had his mask on his head. This guy was really funny and soon had all the pick-up lines out there. Eventually Dan joined them and made it clear to the guy that Jane was taken. He pulled away and disappeared into the crowd and there was still no sign of Jayden. Where is he?I headed for the toilet after two mugs of vodka and cherry. Shit, a little snake. So I queued up and waited for the queue to clear and it was my turn. A few people further down the line talked and laughed, but it wasn't ordinary conversation. I felt like they were being watched and