Oh Amanda my love

" Oh Amanda, my love, how can you think so low of me, I am not angry, I am just angry with myself, anytime I see you rushing to get to the hospital for a check up and sacred of the unknown, I feel bad that I couldn't protect you from the harm that came to you.

What he answered shocked even him, he hated lieing to her but he just did, even comfortably, he was glad that he didn't tell her his real reaso, he also wondered how Amanda was able to see through his facade.

Though his response wasn't entirely a lie, he had always blamed himself for not been able to protect her, but she would always try to cheer him up but today, she wasn't cheering him up, she was crying, he now had to cheer her up, he hated telling her things that would make her cry, that was why he kept Sonia's secret from her, he knew she would find out soon as he plans to tell her, bit he wanted her to have her baby without anything bothering her.

"Please don't cry he said holding her hands, he wanted to reach out to kiss