I could die.
He could die.
Either of the two, the result was never good. Maybe this was just a long nightmare, and when I woke up, I will be fifty-five again. I would rather go back to my old life than share my misfortunes with my family for the rest of their lives.
"We have another problem," Albert said after our long silence.
I groaned. "What could be worse than this, Albert?" I asked in a serious tone. My eyes were like daggers ready to pierce him. "You should have not altered the past, I mean this present time... Aarrgh! It's confusing," I started pacing the kitchen.
"In the plane, somebody tried to kill us on purpose," he admitted as he focused his eyes on the half-empty glass of milk.
I stopped walking and stared at him. Remembering the note, gave me chills. My heart throbbed thinking it was him.
Sienna moved her head towards Albert, "Why?"
"Why?" I was like a parrot, repeating my sister's question.
Albert went qui
The sun seemed to have decided to hide in the clouds this morning. At six, the sky was still sad without its sunlight. The chilly weather was piercing through my heart, and it was making me gloomy despite the truth I learned.I sat down in front of the door of the old garage as I waited for Sienna to wake up. After our talk, I beg Albert and James to leave us alone for today, and I promised I won't go anywhere, and I won't open any door unless they ask me to come.Tears started to flow in my cheeks as I looked back at my pathetic life. I didn't know my life has another version. Out of so many people in the world, this stranger has chosen us to change our lives. What did I do?If that stranger, whoever he or she was, did not alter our past, I should have been happy. I didn't need to hide from Albert. I should have enjoyed motherhood. I could have gone back to my family without arguing with myself. The decades of being alone, of living in misery made it more painf
The continuous knocking on the door woke me up. I groaned and rolled my bed, and this time I fell on the floor. The thud sound of my fall made the person behind the door panic."Are you okay?" Sienna asked as she knocked again."Hmn..." I grumbled. I couldn't believe I was crawling back to my bed. I was still feeling sleepy.The sun was already up, and it was surprisingly warm today. I opened my eyes and searched for Tweety Bird. Where is that alarm clock? Why didn't wake me up? I peeked under my bed and found it. I tried to reach but I couldn't so I glided down the bed and crawled, ignoring the growing panic of my sister's voice.I heard the click sound, but it was too late for me to get out, so when the door opened, whoever was outside, they could only see half of my body. I continued to reach for Tweety Bird when I saw familiar shoes.He knelt down and bent over to pick the alarm clock, and then smiled at me."Good morning, my love. What
It was just five, but Dani closed the coffee shop at an early time. I hate thinking it's about me, but with the good weather outside, they shouldn't have. He said it was Albert's instruction to stop me from pestering him to work today. He assured me that all employees were still paid in full for today and they were actually thankful since they could not only go home early but also they have time to study for the upcoming exams. The only ones in the cafe were the two baristas who asked permission to stay until seven, James tutoring Sienna in her math, Dani in his usual seat, and us doing our project.Jane and Ed, sitting at the other table, were working on the first part of the project. Albert and I, sitting across from each other, we're at the next table.Ed brought four laptops when he came this afternoon and I could understand why he was complaining. In front of me was a twenty-five pounds 'portable' laptop. I couldn't imagine bringing four. In my time, in the
Even if I woke up earlier than Tweety Bird's noise today, still, I wasn't able to wake up to know what time Albert left. When he came at around ten, we just lie down in bed, and I fell asleep as soon as he started stroking my hair with his fingers while my head rested on his chest. It was only six in the morning, and the plan was to leave at seven.I hurried to the bathroom, beating Sienna this time, and changed to a nice floral blue dress. Jane and I agreed to wear something nice for the interview, and her knowing I don't like owning one, gave the casual dress to her and told her to remind me about it just in case I forgot. Mom hangs it in the closet with a note.'Wear this sweetheart. Don't disappoint Jane. – Love, Mom'That left me no choice. I pulled my cashmere and grabbed my bag before running downstairs. Dad and Albert were in the living room when I came down.When my father knitted his eyebrows, I raised my hands right away. "Oh, please dad.
I opened the car window and felt the chilly wind on my face. I took a deep breath as I closed my eyes, and then I rested my elbow on a still open window and quietly looked at the trees. We were still in the countryside, and I wanted to fill my lungs with fresh air before heading back to the city. I sighed."That's a fifth," Albert glanced at me, then to the road. "Something wrong, love?""Nothing. I just can't imagine my life without you," I blurted out. I looked at him and saw him smirking."We were never together for almost four decades," he uttered, slowing down the car.I raised my eyebrows. "That was different. I mean, yes, we're apart, but I followed your social media like a lunatic fan. I have kept pictures of you,""You did?" He glanced at me, surprised by what I said."Yes, and when I'm mad, I taped your picture in the dartboard and threw darts at your face," That was a joke, but I kept my serious tone and face.He shook his
"Albert!" I screamed his name once again.My eyes widen as I hear sounds. I held on to the flashlight tightly and squinted my eyes. I stopped walking and tried to listen, but I didn't hear anything except the sound of the night. Still. Quiet. As the wind blows, the leaves of the trees would make a rustling sound.When the wind blew another cold air, I shivered. I suddenly regret wearing this dress. Why did I ever listen to Jane and to mom? Maybe I was trying to impress Albert. I weighed my options. I could go back to the car and get his cellphone and call James, or the police. I clenched my fist as I made my decision, but as soon as I turned around, I heard steps.I swallowed and my wide eyes in panic as I tried to focus the flashlight on where the sound came from."Albert?" I whispered, but again the silence of the woods answered. I craned my neck to glance at the car. I was beginning to feel dizzy. I placed my hands on my forehead and started to m
Just a while ago, I was dying of thinking Albert might be gone. Thinking of him not being in my life is worst than my former timeline. If I woke up now, and I would go back to my old life as the 55-year-old woman, I would hold this moment in my memory until the very end of my breathing.I stared at the shimmering diamond ring on my finger. Although in my original timeline I got married three times, my finger never had this kind of promise. Albert really meant to erase the painful past brought by wrong decisions in the past. I looked around and saw the happy faces of all important people for me, and I glanced at my ring, all these seemed too good to be true.The tap on the open microphone, checking if it was working well, caught my attention."Selene, my love," he waited until our eyes met. "Please receive my gift to you,"Little Charlie was jumping as he waited impatiently. I wasn't exactly sure if he understands what was happening but when Albert handed
The cloudy sky started to cry. Raindrops started pouring and people around us, wearing black and holding white lilies, some opened their umbrellas. It wasn't cold, but I shivered as I watched the priest end the service, and they started placing the flowers at the top of the casket.I held on to the flower tightly that I thought I would crush it before I could place it on the casket. Albert and I were the last people to bid our goodbye, and I never thought my separation with James would leave such great loss in my heart, something that I could hardly explain.When they started to lower the casket down to the ground, Sienna wrapped her arms around me and together we wailed, only this time somebody very special to us died. Albert put his arms around us. He cried in silence, but I knew he was hurting inside.No one will understand why we were so heartbroken.It was a short service. Both our parents were surprised that James has no family, so they understand w