After some time outside, we decided to go back to the vacation house. It was already blue hour, a sign that it was already 6:30. I looked around before taking one last picture of the beautiful scenery in front of me before finally closing the door and making sure that it was locked.
“So, how many rooms does this vacation house have?” Georgia asked me, and I answered that it has four. Since it was actually only made for me and my friends, and of course it doesn’t count Felix since this was made a year ago.
“So, me and Jada will share, of course this little baby here can share with us,” Eun joked as she clings to Lily who was glaring at her, not liking the nickname Eun gave her, and we all couldn’t help but laugh at them both.
Dark clouds greeted me, and everything felt like reality again, or so I thought. Just when I thought I was awake, I realized I was still asleep and dreaming. I didn’t know what and why was this happening. Everything felt so real and it scares me.“I have never seen them fight like that before. What could’ve been the problem?” I heard someone talking, so I tried to hide, hoping that they wouldn’t notice me while I was eavesdropping. I knew for a fact that eavesdropping was wrong, but this was my dream (or is it, really?), so I set the rules around here.“Isla has always been patient and Sea has always been cheerful and understanding, so what happened? How can they fight each other as if they were enemies the day they were born? The way they screamed at each other felt like they loathed o
Entering the school felt suffocating yet calming. It felt so ironic, but that was what I felt after getting inside the campus of Whistler High School for Girls. I glanced around and saw how everybody was back to their old doings, and then I looked at Amelia who was with the other officers left, since most of them were suspended or expelled.We went back in separate cars. Amelia and I agreed to make things a secret, since we all know how things that are known by many usually don’t work, besides, we both agreed that it was for the better. But despite all that I still feel a little bit sad and disappointed, not at Amelia, but at myself. I promised that I would never have any secret relationships ever again, but look at what I am doing now? Why am I doing what I did with Rei back then?I’m so scared that I might h
Everything was the same. How the teachers were still strict, how the cafeteria was still noisy and how both me and Amelia treated each other. It was as if we were back to strangers, now that we were back in our school. I knew that we had to act like this, but I never knew it would be this hard. All I want to do right now is go to her and give her a hug. We’ve been ignoring each other since morning, and if this keeps up, I would have no choice but to make her notice me the hard way.“Why do you look like you’re about to kill someone? Did I do something bad?” my seatmate, who was just innocently sitting beside me, decided to ask me that, making me smile just so I wouldn’t scare her away. I almost forgot how scary I really look when I have this serious face on. I guess it was also because of the shape of my eyes, making my face look sharper.
Kim swore she was straight. Despite all her friends being gay, she believed that she was straight, well not until a certain girl came along and made her bend a little.Okay. Maybe Kim wasn’t as straight as what she thought she would be. She was bisexual. Imagine the shocked faces her friends had when she told them that information about herself. Kim was glad that they reacted well to it, but then again, her friends were literally part of the lgbtq community, so why wouldn’t they react nicely, right?“You like her?” Kim was shocked to hear the harsh tone coming from the youngest in their friend group. Why was Eve looking so irritated after she found out that she liked Riley from one of her classes? Was she Eve’s past fling?“Yea
I closed my eyes as I tried to memorize the list of terms that will be in our test next week. I wanted to make sure that I’ll pass and ace all of my tests next week. But what irritates me is the fact that school has just started, and yet here we are getting bombarded by tests again.I was inside the library, away from the other students who also decided to become early birds when it comes to their studies. I don’t look like it, but I’m actually very grade conscious and would love to be praised because of my high grades. There was something about academic validation that made me want it, especially from my parents.I was only interrupted when I felt someone tapping my back. I looked around— irritated because my review session was interrupted, but then a small smile escaped my lips when I saw it was
After talking with Georgia, I actually felt better. And I didn’t feel awkward around her anymore, I was just scared at first that I might be hurting her, because she already confessed to me before that she likes me, so I’m very glad to find out that she’s not really bothered by me and Amelia being in a relationship. I could now finally breathe properly.Evening finally came, and I frowned when I saw Maddy getting too close to my girlfriend. It doesn’t take a genius for you to notice how Maddy, also known as the secretary of the student council, has a crush on Amelia. My eyes turned into slits when I saw Maddy cupped Amelia’s face to make Amelia look at her.“Hey? Are you listening?” Zoe asked when she noticed me getting distracted. I looked at her with an apologetic smile, before
Just when I thought things were going smoothly, well, turns out it wasn’t. As soon as I entered dreamland, I was greeted by none other than my mum— her younger self of course. She was looking at me, no glaring. She was glaring at me, and despite knowing that this was only a dream, I could still feel chills. My mum has always been scary when she’s angry, and the fact that she’s rarely angered scares me more.“Stop hiding Sea from me!” She screamed at me, and all I could do was look at her in confusion, not knowing why she was even thinking that I was hiding Sea from her. Damn, my mum really does love Sea, huh? To the point she already lost her composure, and even screamed at my face, when she was clearly known to be the type of girl who was always well-mannered and had always had her poise with her wherever she goes.
It was cold. Everything felt cold. There was nothing, but void. I don’t understand why I am here, I don’t know why I was placed here, but I knew I was dead, so is this what they call heaven? Or was I in hell?But they told me that I would feel pain and suffering as soon as I entered hell, but why can’t I feel nothing? Why am I so numb? I would’ve chosen pain over numbness anytime, so why did they make me feel nothing? What was wrong? And why was I here in the first place?I could feel my heart beating so fast, it felt like I ran a mile, but I couldn’t even move, it felt as if I was stuck in this position, and I badly want to move, I badly want to get away from here and go back to the world where despite it being cruel, my family was there to make it better.