She was holding a brown-black tray in both hands. The smile on her face was extremely shallow, but it was obvious she had a gentle attitude.He still hadn\'t recovered from what she said. He wasn\'t used to seeing her like this, it felt unnatural. She stood there without any resistance and let herself be humiliated.Seeing her like this made the memories of past feel like a lie, like a photo being burned away in a fire.It was already half past two when she came out after changing her clothes. Maria stood at the door, staring at the floor with her head down. She was obviously listless.Simona couldn\'t help but frown, she raised her hand and touched her slightly on her elbow. \"What\'s wrong?\"When Maria heard Simona\'s words, she just her head and paused, she then opened his mouth as if she wanted to say something, but she seemed to think of something. In the end, she didn\'t say what she wanted to say. She smiled calmly and said, \"Let\'s go back home, it\'s getting late.\
It was three o\'clock in the morning. It was so quiet that you could hear the sound of the wind blowing, it howled in her ear which was a bit scary.Insects and mice occasionally crossed her path which made her jump with fright. She held the knife in her bag tightly, she felt paranoid at the moment.That street was very chaotic late at night. Single women who commute to get off work at night are often robbed and injured. She was supposed to walk this road with Maria, they lived relatively close to each other, just a few blocks away, just a few minutes of walking.Now she had to walk these streets alone. In addition to being paranoid, she was also jumpy and afraid.Simona was afraid of very few things, because she believed in fate.But the story Spencer told her convinced her that people have the right to struggle against their doomed fate.She had a peace of mind and her mentality was leveled out. She knew her mistakes and she spent her entire life trying to pay everything
She was originally a cold-hearted person. In addition to being arrogant and selfish, she had always been indifferent to the feelings of others.Five years ago, Simona\'s treatment of her suitors had always been cruel, and she had always turned away those who wanted to be close to her, whether it was for friendship or for love.She believed that she could be happy in this world as long as she and Richard were together.Five years ago, Simona noticed that the ones who had said that they were good friends in front of her started to avoid her one by one.She then met Maria, and from then on she truly understood what friendship was.She had been an only child with only a father to take care of her. He loved his daughter twice more than he should have, because of that Simona grew attached to him and thought that she needed no other form of love.Then she met Spencer, and from then on she understood what real love was, but it was too late for her.Only then did she realize that
\"Get up, I\'ll let you sleep at my place.\" She didn\'t know if he could hear what she said clearly, but she tried her best to help Spencer up.He was leaning on Simona\'s body, the weight almost made her fall over.Matthew sat in his black car and watched the scene in front of him. The night was dark, but he could still see the distress in Simona\'s eyes.It was as if someone had put a hook on his heart. He couldn\'t hold himself back, he raised his hand and turned the headlights on.The excessively bright light made Simona close her eyes slightly. When she looked up she saw the person\'s silhouette approach.Spencer slid off her body, she tried to help him up, but she froze in place once she realized who it was.The sweat in the palm of her hand accumulated little by little. She knew what it was like to be truly alone.He appeared in front of her again. She wanted to run, but she couldn\'t leave Spencer here, her feet were rooted in place.He walked along the light,
Jeremy and Eric were both smokers. At that time, she thought that smoking was just a thing men did as a rite of growth and passage.She thought Matthew was different, he never smoked. She had lived with him for two years and he never caught a whiff of it.Naturally, he knew she hated the smell of smoke.He held the cigarette like an avid smoker would.Matthew looked down at her with the same expression, but his eyes were full of irony. \"Yes, I do smoke.\"She didn\'t speak, but she also acquiesced to what he said.\"Don\'t be surprised, I\'ve been smoking for ten years.\"His tone was a little weak, and the corners of his mouth were raised steadily.Simona stood there, feeling inexplicably uncomfortable.Ten years of smoking? But she never found out, what does this mean?\"Simona, for you, I never smoked a cigarette, even when it started to hurt.\"Matthew turned his gaze and it fell on the firework between his fingers in a blur.He started smoking at the age o
He looked at her and suddenly smiled. \"Simona, you really are a cruel woman!\"She raised her head and glanced at him lightly. She smiled back at him. \"Yes, I am.\"She then continued on with her usual path home, disregarding the two men behind her. The summer breeze started to become annoying to her, it made her tears inexplicably hot.He watched Simona disappear into the night.Spencer was on the ground silently drunk. Matthew looked down at him, he had never been so jealous of another man.He was so jealous it drove him crazy, but he couldn\'t do anything to stop himself.Obviously he forced her to be like this, but he still wasn\'t happy.Close the door and lock it. Simona finally got back home after a long and arduous day. She turned around, but she fell to the ground before she could fall onto the sofa.The floor was cold, but it was summertime, it was just the right temperature to lay down on.Tears started flowing down again. She didn\'t love Spencer, but sh
\"Simona, what happened to you last night?\"Maria looked at Simona, whose eyes were bloodshot red. She couldn\'t help but frown in distress.Simona smiled and shook her head. \"I\'m fine. It was just too hot last night, I couldn\'t sleep well.\"There was no point in telling her, she couldn\'t do anything to solve it and she could only worry.Maria\'s thoughts were not as detailed as Simona\'s, but she always believed Simona\'s words. When she heard her say this, she didn\'t think too much anymore. She pursed her lips and hesitated for a while. Finally, she decided to speak, \"Simona, you should buy an air conditioner. It\'s been getting hotter over the years.\"Air conditioners weren\'t a status symbol anymore, there were a lot of cheap air conditioners and some didn\'t even need installation. The electricity bill was the only problem with using one, especially in the summer.She looked at Maria and shook her head. \"I\'ll just get another fan.\"Hearing Simona\'s words
She was tired of it all, she wanted to find someone she could rely on, but if Matthew was just going to hurt everyone she loved then it would be better to love nobody and spend her life alone.\"Simona.\"He looked at her with a serious expression, and the two words he spoke out were as solemn as a Bible reading.Spencer never called her Simona, because it was too ambiguous. He had always been a gentleman, even if it was just a name, he wasn\'t willing to be so rude.She didn\'t expect him say her name so intimately.Simona raised her head slightly, and responded softly, \"Yes?\"The uncomfortable feeling in her throat rushed to her eyes. She raised her head to prevent the tears from falling down.The sun was too bright outside, with her tears getting in the way, she couldn\'t see Spencer clearly.\"Let\'s run away together.\"He looked at her with the last hope in his eyes, and the light that had just dimmed out greeted her again at that moment.\'Let\'s go togethe