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Averi
"I will see you later.." Color told me at binitawan nya ang aking kamay bago kami maghiwalay ng daan. Ako sa hagdanan dadaan at sya naman ay sa elevator para walang makapansin samin at hindi magisip ng kung ano. Hindi pa man ako nakakahakbang ng bigla nya akong tawagin. "Averi!"
Napalingon ako kay Color. I still can't get enough of this woman. She is so beautiful tonight and she knows that. Dahil paulit ulit kung binanggit sa kanya kung gaano sya kaganda while we were naked, our legs tangled as she worship every inches of my body. The thought of it set a butterflies in my stomach but whatever happened between us in bed, will stay in bed.
"Color.." Sambit ko sa pangalan nya.
"I.." Napatingin si Color sa sahig. She is going to say something but didn't know how to say it. "I.. will see you later again." Natawa ako. Ang cute nya. Sobrang layo sa personality na pinaki
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