Live with me

This human being inside of me will grow into something dark and destructive, feeding off of the guilt and shame that consumed me. Deep down, I knew I had made a grave mistake that would haunt me for the rest of my days. The love and connection I had found that night now seemed like a distant memory, overshadowed by the pain and regret that filled my heart. I realized that true love couldn't be built on lies and deceit, and I was left alone to face the consequences of my actions.

I will grow this child alone, knowing that the darkness within me will only continue to grow as a reminder of my past mistakes. I vowed to do everything in my power to protect this innocent life, even if it meant sacrificing my own happiness in the process.

I emailed Tracy to say that I will resign from my job. I need to do something, but I need to figure out where to start or how I will navigate this new chapter of my life as a single parent. I hope to find the strength and courage to make things right and